SECRET. (On going )

The moment.

' December, 2, 2013

Today's the day I go to Monday Night Raw!!!! I have backstage passes too! Also he'll be there.

Forever and always

-Amber '

I sat my diary aside on my dresser and got up to get ready. As I got ready for tonight with the friends I smile, I know he is going to be there.

Jonathan.

I met him last year when Wwe came to Oklahoma City, Oklahoma. Let me take you back to that day.He was tall, sweet, and funny. He had this absolutely stunning smile. I met him by running in to him in the hall, literally. I ran into him and dropped my phone,my friends and I were looking for our seats.

I apologized being how I am .

Then he said "it's not your fault I wasn't paying attention."

I smiled and was walking off when he gave me his number.

That night I called him and he told me he thought I really pretty and sweet. I laughed thinking about how self-conscious I am.

"I'll call you tomorrow ok?" He says.

"Ok. Bye." I say.

* * * *

Now came the time for Monday Night Raw.

"Introducing first from Cincinnati, Ohio weighting 225 pounds He is the United States Champion Dean Ambrose!!!"

As he came down the stairs he caught my eyes. He smiled. I smiled back.  Then he went back to character.

Sammy and I watched the match, of course the boys won.

* * * *

Sammy and I went back stage after the show.

"Hey." he said giving me a hug.

"Hello." I say, smiling like crazy.

* * * *

Jonathan took me to his hotel were we talked, and talked only.

"I want you to move in with me." He says.

"Umm...I don't really know. My whole life has been here all my friends, family, and career is here." I say.

"You have tonight to think, stay here with me." He says

"I can't, my friends and I were planning to stay together tonight."

"Ok, so I can get you guys a room next to me." He said handing me his card.

I grab the card.  "Thanks." I say grabbing my phone telling the girls to meet me up here.

"Hey guys meet me at the hotel and please bring me some Elotes!"

* * * *

"So Amber when will you tell him." Sammy says.

"I don't know if I can."  I say

"Why?"

"He- he asked me to move in with him "I say trying to give off the hint that I  am going to say yes.

"Amber. Do it, you know you don't get to see him every day let alone every year. You should say yes." Sammy says sighing.

I know she seems like she really wants me to go but I'm like her sister to her. She doesn't want to see me go! I know if I leave her now...she'll miss me. Plus my whole life is here in Oklahoma. Now I was at a cross roads.

What should I do? Thinking quickly without another though I say.

"You're right. I'll tell him yes. I'll be back!" I said getting up.

I make my way to his room. I use the key he gave me.

As I walk in I see a girl. I look and was confused.

The all of a sudden I see Seth he kisses her.

I'm relieved to know that it's just his girlfriend.

I see Jon walk out of the shower. I stand there smiling like an idiot.

"Hey beautiful."He kisses me.

"Damn, hey cutie" I say kind of shy.Then smile. "I - Just, yes." I say just randomly.

"Yes? Yes meaning, yes you'll m-"

"Move in with you." I say laughing.

He kisses me, and then looks me in the eyes.

"I love you....so much."

"I love you more than you love me." I say. "I've got to get back to the girls babe."

"Okay. Don't think about me to much!" He's says as I walk out the room.

I stand in the hall smiling like crazy, and then walk to my room. I over hear the girls talking.

It's Sammy.

"I don't really want to see her leave. Guys you know how much she means to me."

I stand there, just blank. I don't know what to do anymore.

So I leave. I run down the hotel stairs and out the door.

I leave the hotel and go to brick town.     As I walk around brick town my phone rings.

It's Sammy.

I even though I'm not mad at her or Jonathan, I decline the call.

Chirp-Chirp.

My phone chirps. I check it.

It's a message from Sammy.

'Where are you it's late and I'm worried.'

I sit down on a bench and text her back.

'I'm by the baseball field by the movies sitting on a bench in brick town.'

'OMG Amber I'm on my way.'

I sit there thinking when I hear:

"AMBER!"

I look up to see Sammy running toward me.

"Amber why did you leave? You had us all worried!"

"Why did you lie Sammy?" I say slowly.

"Why didn't you just tell me you want me to stay?"

"Amber... I wanted to tell you but ,you were so happy. I just couldn't."

"Sammy you're my best friend, like my sister. You know we can always talk."

I hug Sammy and we walk back to the hotel. This is going to be a very long night. I hope for the best.