SECRET. (On going )

Pens, knifes, and a bad wife.

Anastasia and I sat in my "mommy car" and rocked out to Asking Alexandrias 'A prophecy'.

Anastasia turned down the song. "Why doesn't Jonathan like me?"

I sigh. "He's just been really protective of me lately. After I told him my life story, he's just been picky with people I hang out with. He has to get to know you."

And it's true. Jon's been picky about my friends. I know I'm his wife and What not, but he needs to realise I'm not his little sister, or daughter. Yeah I'm young, and not ready to go against the world, but I know what I have to be careful of.

"Lets go to the mall and get you a new outfit to release the stress Amber. I can get you some "dark side " clothes."

* * * *

Jon and I got up at the same time. He had to get ready to leave for work, and I had school. Juliana would be there in an hour.

"Shower?" Jon asked wrapping his hands around me.

"Mmm, sure." I say walking into the bathroom.

* * * *

I got out the shower before Jon and started to get dressed. I put on this black shirt with the back slit and some black jeans. I put a bright green tank top under.

"What are you wearing?" Jon said emerging from the bathroom.

"Just something Anastasia bought me yesterday. You like it?"

Jon looked me up and down. "If you were a hooker on 7th street, yeah!"

"Really? I like it." I say smiling.

Jon just rolled his eyes. I looked over in the crib at Barbie. She was just kind of laying there sucking her fist. "Hey honey."

I pick up Barbie. "Look Jon, I can wear what I want when I want."

"Not if you're my wife." Jon said zipping up his bag.

"Maybe I'm not your wife Jonathan. I mean after all my water broke before I could say I do."

Then it hit me. Jon and I aren't legally married. The year and a half we'd been together we weren't married.

I start pacing the room.

"Hey calm down. Let me have Autumn." he says grabbing her

"I-I don't know what to do."

"Easy. Let's get married. Again.".