SECRET. (On going )

Baby shower question.

I get up and waddle my way to the door. Jon's home. When I open the door I see two people who were unexpected.

" Hey guys. " I try my best to run and hug them.

"Oh my gosh Amber you're so big." Sammy says.

I nod my head yes. I tell them come in and sit down. Jon rubs my stomach and puts their bags up.

"Guys I miss y'all so much." I walk up to Jon "I missed you too, Dimples."

He smiles."Look in the kitchen." He kisses my forehead then walks off.

I walk into the kitchen and I seen my Oreos.Next to my Oreos was a box. I walk out to Sammy and Shakotah. "Guys what's in that box? I know you know." They laugh.

"What box?" Laughs shakotah.

I roll my eyes and sit with them on the couch.

" Move your butt Shay." She laughs then moves over. These girls are amazing.

The next day Jon had planned a baby shower for me. His mom had came and helped us set up. When Joe and Colby got there they "just so happen to have a lot of baby presents." I smile" Wow they won't need toys for a while I guess huh? Thanks guys." I smile then waddle to the bed room to change my clothes. "When you gonna give her the ring?" There goes Joe being nosey. Jon shrugs "Later." they look at him" Later? Like how much later?" Colby obviously can't wait. I come down stairs in my jeans and a pink shirt. "Okay can I open stuff now?" I am really excited. They laugh and nod yes. "Hmmm I want to open.... that one!" it's a big box wrapped in a pink paper with blue dots. I open it and its a white rocking chair with blue and pink lace. "This is so cute I love it." I smile . Then I open a cute pair of clothes. after I open everything.I have so much energy and I need find something else to do.

"Amber sit down." I sit on the couch. "You know I love you right?" I nod yes. Jon's acting shady. "We've be together for two years and now we're expecting." I'm getting scared. I wonder if he's leaving me. I sit there smiling like crazy to see where this is going. "And? Where are you going with thus Jon? " Then I see it. The box. Jon gets on one knee. "Baby I love you. Will you be with me forever?" I start smiling and cry then say" Yes! I will spend the rest my life with you. " He gets up and hugs me. I put in the ring. This is the happiest moment of my life. This is the start of forever.

Jon left on the road and it's just Kotah, Sammy, and I. "Why are you sitting upside down?"

I shrug "Cause I'm pregnant and I do what I want, when I want."

Sammy laughs. " I never would have imaged you pregnant."

I smile. "I know. I don't know what to do now that I'm pregnant. I kind of wanted to finish school."

I hate the fact that I'm 16 and I don't get to finish school.

"Amber if you did drop out at first you.mite not be in th-"

I stare at Sammy. " Shut up. Don't remind me. All I want to do now is to get my G.E.D and give my children the best future they can have."

I hate the fact that I didn't finish school and Jon doesn't know

. "You're gonna have to tell him one day. Y'all are engaged now Amber and as stupid as this secrect is he's gonna find out."

I wish I could only reassure her how bad I know this. "I know and I promise he will he know. I just hope he won't be as mad as I think."

I'm not gonna let this crap get to my head. I'm engaged and pregnant with twins. I promise I will be the best mom and spouse as I can.