SECRET. (On going )

Breaking up a happy home.

"Explain this to me , 'cause it could just be a mistake. Then we'll just take this back and let them fix this." I look up from my phone with this look on my face where Jon knew something was up. "Tell it's just a mistake. Its a mistake right A....."

I breathe in deep. "You remember the day we met." He nods. "That was the most magical day of our life... We never had the chance to get to "know" each other."

Jon sits next to me and grabs my hand. I wrestle my hand free. " It's time that the truth just be told."

Jon shakes his head like he's in denial. "We're perfect you wouldn't hide anything from me. I know you wouldn't. " Jon kept rambling on."Stop! Shut up! Just stop and let me talk." I hear Ariana cry. I get up and grab her out the crib. I bring her in our room. "If you think that I intended to lie to you like this Jon, I didn't." I begin to cry. "Honey, I love you I do, but I'm not just who you think I am." 

Jon grabs my wrist and looks into my eyes. "Then who are you? Tell me, tell me now. All my trust is in you." his grasp is tighter now.

I scream" Jon, You're hurting me!" I scare Ariana, and she starts crying again. "Damn it Jon!" I get up off the bed. I start trying to calm down Ariana. "I can't do this right now. I'm leaving." I walk to the babies room and getting their car seats. Jon follows me in there.

"I'm fucking not done here. And you sure as hell not taking my damn kids." He grabs wrist. "Stop! Let me go!" I push him off Me. I get up from putting Ariana in her seat and grab Joseph from his bed. Jon grabs me by my waist. "Don't leave." I push him off Me and slap him. I hear Joseph fuss a bit then fall back a sleep. "Don't put your hands on me Jon." He pushes me against the wall. "The day I let you take my kids from me will be the day I die." He grabs my face and slaps me. "Do you understand?" I push him off me and grabs the baby bags. He looks at me "I'm sorry..." I grab the babies. "No Jon, I'm sorry. I'm sorry our life has been a lie because of me. Baby I love you, now and forever." I grab the babies car seat and take em down to the car. Jon follows me outside. "Don't do this. Just stay and talk." I close the door to the car. Then turn to Jon. "I tried that! Rember what just happened?" I scoff at Jon. "If you leave then...Don't come back." Then this sudden sadness flushes over my face. Then I didn't mean to say it, but I did. "Fine, I'll leave Jon." I'm trying as hard as I can to hold back the tears. "Here, I'm so sorry." I hand Jon our ring and get in the car. I don't know where I'm going ,but I wont stay here.