SECRET. (On going )

Going.

Sammy and I entered the hotel.

" Mmm ,really, Sammy? You know I don't like him right? Did I mention that?" I laughed.

" Umm ,almost everyday !" Sammy laughs.

" Okay good."  I smile.

I'm  happy that we talk this whole thing out.

We get on the elevator and go up to our floor.

" You ready?" She asks.

" Actually, yes" I say laughing.

I walk into my room , everybody looks worried. My friend Shakotah looks up.

" Oh my gosh Amber!"

" Hey guys ." I say looking nervous.

I see Jonathan , and he looks mad.

" Where have you been?" He tries to say it in a calm voice but I hear the tone in his voice.

" Can we go to your room?" I say.

Jon gets up and walks out of the room. We walk over to his room it's silent on the way over. I walk in after him and shut the door while he sits on the bed.

" We're alone now answer my question. Where did you go? More importantly, why?" He says in a stern voice.

I automatically sit down and break into tears. Jon comes over to me. He puts my head on his chest and we lay down.

It's so quiet I could read his thoughts and he could read mine. We lay there for about 30 minutes , him rubbing my arm and wiping the tears off my cheek.

" I'm sorry I left." I say breaking the silence.

" It's ok, just why did you leave? Was it me? "

Gosh he asks so many questions.

" No it wasn't you...I j-just had a bunch of things on my mind." I say.

" You don't want to leave you don't have to. I mean I asked you."

Dang. Now I feel guilty.

" I'm... leaving with you , because I want to be with you forever and always. Just promise one thing?"

" Anything just ask." He says

" You'll stop asking so many questions." I laugh.

He kisses my forehead.

" I promise."

He kisses me and hugs me around the hips.

Next thing I know... we're so into this kiss. I'm not thinking of the consequences of what could happen just letting the moment have it's time.

* * * *

"I love you so much." He says kissing my forehead.

"I love you" are three of the most powerful words you can say.

Maybe he really does love me.

"I love you too" I say.

Then it hits me, my friends.

" I'll be back!" I scream running out in my shorts and his shirt.

I snuck in,or at least tried to sneak in.

" Amber where have you been?! ."

Yeah, tried to sneak ...

" Hey Sammy. I just stayed with Jon, you know' cause if he snores..." I quietly started to mumble.

" Oh my gosh Amber, you got some last night."

Of course out of all the people Shakotah would say that.

" Nuh-uh she wouldn't she's better than that!" Sammy looks closely at me.

" You didn't di-"

" Yeah, I'm sorry." I butted in. "One minute we're laying there talking about what happened, then I'm crying , then we're cuddling, and next thing you know he's on top of me kissing me. I know  know better but, it just felt amazing!"

" Oh my god Amber! Ugh! What happens if you end up pregnant? You know you're already secretly going be going to school." Sammy says.

" Amber what in the world is Sammy talking about?" Shakotah asks sounding confused.

" I, umm, well we." I stuttered. "When we ran into him last year, we never really talked about age. " I say.

" So in other word he doesn't know that your only fifteen?!? Amber what in the world? You know when he finds out-"

" If he finds out." I interrupted.  "Please don't tell him, I love him to death, too much to let go."

Shakotah looks at me, she's mad. Even though she's mad at me her eyes tell me she promise not to tell him.

"I'm going to get dressed, my flight is off to Cincinnati in about an hour." I say trying to move to a different subject.

"Let's not let this get in the way of our last moments together. "

"Your right Amber!" Shakotah says as she throws a pillow at my head.

I fall and laugh. I grab a pillow and throw it at Shakotah and miss. I hit Sammy next thing I know we're throwing Hot Cheetos. After we clean up the Cheetos I get ready to leave.

I have all my stuff, and I'm ready to go.

"Well guys I guess I'm lea-" Suddenly I bust into tears. "Amber don't cry! " They get up and hug me. *knock knock*It's Jon "You ready?" I nodded yes. The girls , Jon and I walk down to check out. We get outside and I hug the girls telling them how we'll Skype every day and text and anything else to keep in touch.

I'm going to miss my plus twos. I'm silent part way to the airport.

"Why are you so quiet? You okay?" Jonathan asks.

"Just thinking." I say looking at my stomach.

We arrive to the airport. By the time we go through scanning it's time for our flight.

"You ready? This is a big decision, you can turn back." Jon says.

I roll my eyes. "I know, but I'm not." I smile and board the plane. Gosh I hope I'm not making a mistake. Guess I'll see when I get there.

* * * *

I fall a sleep on the way to Cincinnati. Jon wakes me up before we land.

"Get your lazy ass up!" he says pinching my cheeks.

"I'm up! I'm up! Shesh stop that hurts you a-hole!" I look at him.

He smiles.

"You're not cute." I say pushing his face away, laying my head back down.

* * * *

We finally land and we get off. He gets his and my bag , then we walk to his car. He drives to his house and I fall asleep again on the way there.

When I wake up I'm in his bed. I get up and look for the bathroom.

"Jon. Jon! Jonathan!" I scream.

"What babe?" He screams down the hall. I hear him running.

"I can't find the F'ing bathroom!" He comes up the stairs.

"Look up." He says laughing.

"Oh..." I start laughing and go in. I get ready to take a shower.