SECRET. (On going )

One more.

I woke up with Amber laying there looking as beautiful as she did when I first met her. She laid on my chest with our breathe in sync.

Amber started to move. She woke up and looked into my eyes. "Morning beautiful." I kissed her head.

"Make me breakfast." she said as she got up and walked in the bathroom. I get up and walk into the bathroom behind her. I slip my hands around her waist. "And if I don't?"

Amber giggles. "Take a shower with me?" I close the door and start the shower.

* * * *

After A and I got out I went downstairs and made her breakfast. She came in shortly after I was done. "I got you some strawberries." I say, handing her them.

"Thanks babe. Here." she says giving me one. Instead of eating it I feed it to her.

"I have a meeting today with my boss today. So I have to go. Sammy is going with me so....You'll be here alone with the kids."

I kiss her. "Yes mom."

She scoffs and walks out. "I love you to A!"

I walk out the kitchen to see Sammy bring the twins down and Christian behind. "You're gonna need these." Sammy smirks.

"Whatever."

"Daddy I'm hungry." Christian says walking over to me. I pick him up. "Pancakes?"

"Yeah!"

* * * *

I didn't know what to do with a five-year old, so I turned on Mama. "Is this real?"

"No. I don't think."

Christan gave me this look that made me feel uncomfortable.

"When's mom coming home?"

"Soon, I hope. Why?"

He shrugs. "I don't know."

Then Amber and it walked in the door. "Hey babe. It."

"Keep talking Jon. I can kick your ass. "

Amber grabbed my hand and brought upstairs. She looked worried, but calm.

"Jon...Would you want a new baby? It's just a thought. I mean I would, would you?" She sits down on the bed.

"I guess... I mean maybe not now, but in the future...." I fade out. Amber looked down at her stomach. "Oh, baby. You are, aren't you?" I lay down with her. "Don't hate me."

"I can't,  I had as much a part in this as you."