SECRET. (On going )

Missing piece.

Can I really trust Jon? Or am I really falling into a trap again? I just feel so, so, on the spot.

Everybody has their eyes on me.

I stand up with Joseph in my arms. "Yes,I will." I smile.

* * * *
I was glad to get home after the ceremony, because the dress I got was making my butt itch.

I put on my sweats and got the kids ready to sleep, and of course Autumn was wide awake.

"Good night guys, I love you." I said turn on their night lights.

Ariana blew me a kiss and laid down. Joseph had fell asleep before he was in the bed. I turned off the light and cracked the door.

"Alright, Christian, we can watch one movie and then you've got to go to bed baby. Deal?"

He smiled. "Okay mom." He turned and ran upstairs to go change his clothes.

Autumn started getting fussy. I got her milk out the fridge and warmed it up. As I fed her I just looked at her and smiled. Her hair was to her ears. It started curling and it's still blonde. It's cute though.

* * * *
During the movie Christian asked me a question that was kind of, making me nervous.

"Mommy, why does Daddy always yell at you after he come home?"

I tried to pretend I didn't know what he was talking about.

"Baby, what are you talking about?"

He scoffed. "You know what I mean, when he says something about you and Daddy Colby. It makes me sad and mad. I really just want to kick his ass mom."

"You can't say that." I said trying not to laugh.

"Say what? That he makes me mad?"

"No, 'ass' you can't say that it's a bad word."

He looked at me. "Daddy Jon says it all the time, and he say 'oh shit' all the time is that bad too?"

"Yes, and if you say that again after I've warned you then a monster will come and take your tongue. Then you can't taste anything."

He looked kind of nervous.

"It's time for bed kids." I said giving him a hug.

As he was going upstairs, Jon came in.

"Dad, you're toast." Christian said going upstairs.

"What's his problem?"

"You need to watch what you say around him." I said handing him Autumn and going upstairs.

Jon came up and out the baby to sleep. I had already laid down. Jon went in the bathroom, and I had fell asleep.

* * * *

It was probably about three(3) this morning when Jon and I heard a noise it was coming from the twins room. Jon ran in there while I grabbed Autumn and went with Christian. Jon came back with Joe and looked really scared.

"Baby where's Ariana?"

He looked like he'd seen a ghost, and could barley speak.

"She's gone."