SECRET. (On going )

Mother knows best?

Jon and I got to take Autumn home after the weekend. Just the feeling of grabbing a baby carrier with your own again is amazing.

"Hey beautiful girl." I say rubbing her arm. She let out a big smile.

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"Ariana come look at the baby." I say to her. She walks over to me and the others, and I swear this little girl said. "No like baby." then proceeded to blow a raspberry at her.

"Ariana Belle, that wasn't nice. Come on your getting a time out." I say passing the baby to Jon.

During that time she darted off and I chases after her. I grabbed her from the stairs and took her to her high chair.

"Sit here until you can 've nice."

"Screw you!" she said, then threw a fit.

I walked out ignoring her. "What's all that about?" Jon asked.

I sat next to him and Barbie. "She hates me. I'm positive that girl will cause some major mayhem."

"She's one. She wouldn't know hate from love babe." Jon says.

"She's got that attitude you have A." Sammy says. "You had it all through middle school."

I smile. If Ari is anything like me, she'll be rebellious and a fighter.

"Speaking of school, A, can I talk to you?" Jon asks handing Autumn to Sammy.

"Yes, of course." I say as he grabs my hand.

We make our way up stairs into the baby and our room. He closes the door. "Amber, I want you to go back to school." he says sitting on the bed. "I want you to go and graduate to become what ever it is you want to be."

I look down at my wedding ring. I want Jon to be happy But,at the same time. I don't know if I'm ready to go back to school yet. "Jon I really don't  know."

"Just give it a long thought." he gets up and walks out the door, leaving me in total silence.