Twists of Fate

Chapter 10

Emma's POV

"So you say Allison is a sad person and you let her go because she thinks she's unfixable?"

"Yeah."

"You're an idiot."

He looked shocked. I guess he was expecting me to be totally fine with that. He probably even thinks he did the right thing, but he didn't.

"Her thinking she is a mess and unfixable is exactly the reason, why you should have stayed by her side. You should have helped to fix her. You should have let her know you're always there for her and that you love her no matter what. You should have given her hope. "

"That would have given her hope, but you just broke her heart even more than it was already broken."

He looked really pissed now. I already knew he would say something idiotic.

"A few hours ago you didn't even knew who she was or that she even existed and now you pretend to know her so well?"

"We're a lot alike. I also had a lot walls not that long ago. I was brokenhearted and felt lonely. But all that changed...because of Killian." I looked at my devishly handsome boyfriend and smiled at him. He smiled back at me.

"He gave me hope by never giving up on me and always believing in me when no one else would. He showed me that love is still possible for me. That I don't have to be a mess. That I can be happy."

Killian pulled me closer to him by my waist, by which he was still holding me. He kissed me on the forehead.

"You're welcome, love."

I smiled and kissed him on the cheek.

"Even though you didn't really make it easy for me." He smirked.

I playfully hit his arm.

"What?! You did hold a knife to my throat when we met?"

"Well sorry, but you weren't trustworthy at that time. You were lying to me after all."

"I couldn't know you're a human lie detector."

"I told you so."

"You could have bluffed. Also Cora would have probably killied me if I told you of her 'perfect' plan."

"Yeah. You're not that much of a survivor as you always tell everyone you are. I had to save your life quite often."

"Sorry, love. I never meant to because I know how upset that makes you. Since you lost so many people."

I kissed his cheek again to show him that all I care about is that he's alive right now. And that he's  with me. I will never let go of him again. We'll be together forever. Nothing can tear us apart.

There was a long silence again, but it wasn't awkward this time. Or I just didn't notice because I was too occupied with staring into my pirates beautiful blue eyes.

Then Chase broke the silence though.

"You're right, Emma." I looked to him shocked. Maybe he isn't a complete idiot. Maybe there's still a chance that he will change for the better.

"I shouldn't have let Cam go. I should have been there for her. I know I can't change what I did back then. No one can travel through time."

I throw a glance at Killian. We both smirked at each other, thinking back to our time travel adventure. It was kinda the beginning of our relationship.

He then jumped after me through the portal even though he didn't know, if we would ever get back to Storybrooke.

Also after our journey he told me that he traded his ship for me. His home. The home he shared with Liam. Except the ring, which is hanging around my neck, the only thing, that can remind him of his brother.

Also he lived on it with Milah. He doesn't have anything of her either. And she's gone. Really gone. You couldn't ever bring her back. She's a lost soul in the River of Souls for now and forever.

"But there's one thing I can do for her. I can help you find her. I can make sure, that she reunites with her only real family...you."

Chase took out his phone from the pocket of his lap coat. He typed on it until he was putting it on speaker. It ringed for a few seconds, but then a voice began to speak.

"The number you wanna reach isn't existing. Please try another number."

I sighed. Killians arms were tightening around my waist. He obviously sensed, that I wasn't okay.

"Well...this maybe didn't work, but we won't give up. We will find her."

I smiled at Chase.

"Do you have any ideas where she could be?"

"Well when she left New Jersey she went to Chicago. Maybe she's still there."

"So when Ashley's healed, we will go to Chicago and look for her."

"Yeah."

I turned around and hit the stop button of the elevator again to deactivate it.

We exited the elevator when the doors opened. Chase and the other doctor went to House teams office and Killian and I went to the cafeteria.

We got some bagels and hot cocoa with cinnamon. Then we found a booth and sat down.

First we ate, but when we finished I was holding Killians hand over the table.

"You okay with this taking a while longer because I wanna find my sister?"

"Of course, Swan. I don't care how long this takes. All I care about is spending time with you. At least we don't get separated here like in Storybrooke. Also Grumpy isn't here to also interrupt us when we have a quiet moment."

"You know, when we're back in Storybrooke, we and Henry could go on a vacation."

"I'm sure he'd love that."

"Yeah."

"And it would give us some time together. You're right. In Storybrooke we always have to defeat villains and then we don't get to spend time together with Henry since I don't like to put him in danger."

"Yeah."

Then I look at my clock.

"Its pretty late. We should go find a hotel to rest in for the night. Also I could use some alone time."

Killian raised his eyebrow and smirked at me. "Is that so?"

I rolled my eyes at him and stood up, pulling him to the entrance of the hospital and to my bug. We both got in and drove to a nearby hotel.