A Summer we won't forget/ A Taylor Caniff and Jack Gilinsky story.

Chp 14: I'm the hypocrite

Jack's pov:

Okay, I've been a big jerk this whole trip to three people. Taylor, Marie and especially Rianne. I had the perfect relationship with her. She was so beautiful and I was so happy and then I screwed up everything. I basically just broke up with Marie because we didn't start out our relationship right. I was sick of not even talking to Rianne. We had to figure out what we were.

Rianne's pov:

When Jack walked in, there's was no way of walking out. He closed the door and sat on my bed next to me. It was just me and him. Wasn't this just great...

"Hi." He said scooting closer to me. I moved away. If he was going to try and get me back, I wasn't falling for it again. He was just going to hurt me again.

"What do you want?" I said. He ran his hand through his hair and looked at me straight in the eyes. I looked back at him and oh my gosh, it was awkward.

"Okay, Rianne. I know you hate me and you have every right to. I can't blame you. I've been a big butthole to everyone this whole time and if I could change it all, I would. I really care about you, Rianne. You're beautiful, smart and any guy would be lucky to have you. I would just appreciate it if you'd be friends with me?"

"Jack, I'm okay with the friends thing, but you have to understand that you've made some pretty frustrating decisions and if you do them again I don't know if I can forgive you again."

"I understand how you feel. I don't know why I've been so confused lately. I just think I've finally come to the point where I know what I want."

The way he said that sent chills up my spine. I mean, what did he want? Please tell me he didn't want me..

"What do you mean by that?"

There was another long awkward silence between us. I just wanted Jack to say it whatever it was.The thing I didn't understand about Jack was that he always thought long about his words he was about to speak, but they still never seemed to come out right still. Jack just looked at his lap thinking and he finally looked back up at me.

"I want you."

"Jack, I don't know if that's going to work out...you know-"

"I can't help it. I promise I won't make the same mistake again. I was a jerk. I've learned from it I swear."

I felt like my stomach was in my throat. This wasn't going to turn out good. Jack put his hand on my back and pulled me in closer. His other hand cupped my chin as I felt myself being drawn closer. At first I wanted to resist, but then I felt his lips on mine. He kissed me again. I wanted to pull back, but then I flashed back to every perfect moment that I had with Jack. I missed it all for only a half of a second.

I remembered our first kiss. It was perfect and after flashing back to reality, I realized I was kissing Jack back. Then it all came back to me as I pulled back. I felt in love with Jack, but then I felt guilty. I loved Taylor. Jack had apologized for being a jerk and promised to never hurt me again, but then again, I never had to question Taylor. I looked at Jack and half smiled.

That's when the worse thing happened and I felt the tears come to my eyes. Taylor stood there in the door way. He saw Jack and I kiss. His hands were over his mouth. He slammed the door and just ran. Jack looked at me. His expression was blank.

"Ri, I'm s-"

"Don't apologize, Jack. This was my fault."

I ran out of the room. Now I was the confused one. I was the hypocrite. I was the one being a jerk. I tried to find Taylor, but I couldn't find him anywhere. I called him 8 times and texted him five times but he didn't answer. I couldn't blame him. I started to cry and fall on my knees. Jack came up behind me and hugged me in comfort. I hugged him back sobbing into his sweater. I hated everything.

Authors note:
Hey everyone! Well I told you this would be a good chapter. I do have to say, Jack seemed to make a sincere apology. Thank you so much for 3.2k reads!! I'll post more tomorrow.
Love Ry(: