A Summer we won't forget/ A Taylor Caniff and Jack Gilinsky story.

Chp 15: Little Letters

Taylor's pov:

I couldn't believe she would do that to me. She was kissing Jack. And she wasn't going to just get away with it. I could tell she was kissing him back. It was obvious. After all that Jack did to her and how much I loved her, how could she disrespect herself like this? I just remembered running to nowhere. I ended up on the beach. I just screamed and threw my bandana on the ground. Rianne was running after me, but I didn't stop. She was fast unfortunately and I felt her warm hand rest on my shoulder. I don't know why, but I stopped running. Should I let her speak first? I didn't. Something just came out of me. I let it all out.

"Do you realize how much I loved you. I really loved you so much and now...this is happening. I'm sick of being some type of option to you. I wish you could just be mine without having a thought about Jack. But you know what, that's not going to happen anymore, because you're such a confusing girl who is just an attention seeker."

Rianne froze and I didn't even know how I felt. I mean, I wasn't really happy about what I said, but I wasn't regretful. I could tell she felt terrible, but I didn't give a crap. She should feel that way.

"Taylor, look I made a mistake. You have every right to hate me, okay? Just please understand this is hard for me too..."

"Don't make me think you're all innocent. What you did has no excuse."

"Taylor I-"

"You know what? I don't even want to talk to you any more. No now. Not ever. Just get out of my life. I wish I never met you."

Okay that was a bit harsh. After saying that, I will admit I felt just a little bit of guilt. Ri started to cry and her face turned red.

"That's the meanest thing you've ever said to me." She ran off and Jack just sat there on the beach staring off. He looked really confused as well. I didn't care if they were together. I was done with Rianne. Nothing could make me feel the same way. That's when I noticed something. I looked at my yellow bandana in my hand. I never saw this before, but I remembered when I chased Ri around the house when she stole my bandana. In a black sharpie at the corner of the bandana, she wrote I love you so much Taylor. I won't ever forget us<3

I went back into the summer house and into Rianne's room. I took the bandana and shoved it under her pillow. I didn't want it. I never wanted to see it again if it had her name on it. She could have it.

Rianne's pov:

I couldn't believe I did what I did, but Taylor...he said the meanest thing to me. He said he never wanted to see me and after he said that, I felt like breaking down into a million pieces. I just ran away. Jack looked confused too and a bit regretful. I really loved Taylor and Jack, but there were two different types of love. Jack...I loved as a friend. Taylor...I loved as a friend and a boyfriend. One mistake can seriously mess up everything.

Kay saw me in tears and gave me a hug. I told her everything. She didn't really tell me that it would be alright, but she told me what I could do to fix it.

"Okay Rianne, sometimes Taylor says things before he can even think about it. 99% of the time, he doesn't mean what he says. Give him some time to cool off and then eventually, talk to him face to face about it and just figure things out. Maybe write him a sincere apology note."

So I thanked Kay and went upstairs to change into a new outfit. I looked everywhere for my red hoodie and I finally found it under my pillow. But guess what? I didn't just find my hoodie. I found Taylor's bandana with an "X" over what I wrote on there. I threw the bandana acrossed the room and stuffed my face in the pillow. Taylor had a reason, but he was being a complete jerk to me. I took out my notepad and wrote him a note. (Notes mean much more than texts). I didn't even care what anyone thought. I let out everything.

Taylor, you have no idea how sorry I am. I'm a jerk. I'm a cheater and I couldn't feel any worse. Everyday, I wake up just excited to see only you. I want to kiss your lips and be held tight in your arms everyday. When Jack kissed me, all I thought about was how terrible I felt for doing it. Taylor, if we can't be more than friends, It's fine. But please, just forgive me and let us be friends. I love you Taylor. I love us.

I went to his room and luckily nobody was in there so I snuck it under his pillow praying he'd read it. It was a long day. It was only 8 at night and I was exhausted so I went to bed. I drifted off to sleep. I could escape reality in my dreams.

Authors note:
Hello baes. I've gotten almost 1k more reads today. I'm at 4k reads(: Ilysm<3 anyways, thanks for reading and I hope you like it. comment your thoughts below.
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