You don't know my story

Chapter fourteen- Hometown

It's been the best 3 days in ever in New York I will be back as soon as I get the chance. I don't want to leave but I really miss my family. Me and Nate have only gotten closer on this trip and I couldn't be happier. He has helped me forget the hurt and I'm finally feel like things are turning around. I'm no longer weak, I'm strong and I know I can get pass this.

Our plane just landed in Mississippi. At first I was scared to come back after everything. But now I know I can do this. If you would of told me 4 months ago I would come back here I would of laughed at you, but here I am and I'm not a afraid. With Nate by my side I can do anything.

We are finally in our 2nd rental car, and headed to my grandmas house. I can't wait for my family to meet Nate.

"Scared?" I asked him.

"No, at as long as I get to be with you." he said

"Oh hush." and I hit his arm. he laughed and turned on our favorite cd, sleeping with sirens.

"What's there to do here?" he asked while driving down the road.

"Well, there is bowling, movies, mall, skating, gyms, clubs, the normal stuff." I answered back.

"We should do something later." he said

"Yeah we will." I said as we pulled up to my grandmas house.

We got our bags and went in.

"Mom!"

"Jaz! hey honey how are you! how was New York!"

"It was amazing mom you should see it! I will be back its so happy and alive there and so free." I said.

"Im glad you liked it baby i know you have always wanted to go im happy nate took you."

"Me too mom." I blushed. "Where is everyone?"

"Went to the store to get stuff to cook for dinner, you go show nate around you might see some old friends go have fun." she said

"Thats what im afraid of."

"It will be fine Nate's with you i trust him to take care of you baby." she explained. i nodded and walked out back to the car.

"Where to?" Nate asked.

"Go straight and take a right at the stop sign, then a left at the next red light. I'll show you the town mall."

He nodded and went on. We were quiet there. Honestly im scared im going to run into one of my old friends and them still look at me like im broken but im not broken anymore. I think Nate notice because he took my hand in his. 

"I wont let them hurt you, do you believe me?" he asked

"I believe you." and with that we were there. I use to walk here because it only took 10 minutes, hardly that. I use to walk every where i mean me and my brother had the nicest cars in town but i liked walking for fresh air thats when i did alot of my think ing was when i was walking. it was so peaceful. It was Saturday, which means almost all the teenagers in town were here. i usely didnt come here when it was packed, i was a different kid back then. I kept to my self most of the time. Before what happened i use to do drugs but not bad just a hit every now and then, after it happened i couldnt go a day with out being fucked up. If if wasnt for Nate i'd be dead. I know i said i wanted to die but he has showed me how to be happy again and i think god sent him to me for him to be my light to help me throught the darkness. 

"Okay im ready." I said to him. He nodded and we both got out. My heart started beating pretty fast. But as soon as Ntae took my hand in his i felt whole and i felt like i could do this without hurting. We walked in, everything was just as i remembered it. It was a pretty big mall for it to be in such a small town. We had tons of stores.

Hollister, AE, Journeys, Buckle, Forever 21, Wet Seal, Hot topic, etc. Those were just my favorites. I actually did need a new pair of vans i think i will buy a pair before i leave. I felt like everyone was staring at me when i walked in. It was a small town everyone new everyone and everything. You didnt hide anything here. I ignored the staring because some people where in shock of me being here, and the rest in shock of the hot guy with me. I mean hell the first time i saw him i wanted to jump him, i can only image what the girls are thinking and it makes me mad. I have gotten hotter, and edger since i left so i dont look like the same sweet jaz. I lead Nate into journeys.

"You want anything?" I asked.

"Nope i got all i want." He smirked. I turned to look at show with my back turned to him so he just wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his head down on my shoulder while i looked. I own half of these shoes. My galaxy vans are not in good shape for wearing anymore. So i think ill buy a new pair of those. I mean i never throw my old one alway i make them new vans i just havent had the time to save and redo my galaxy ones yet. I waited for a worker to come help me. 

"Jazlynn?" said a fimilar voice.

I turned to see the schools slut bitch. I use to call her sb she never new what it meant. It looks like mommy and daddy dont pay for her stuff anymore seeing she works here. She use to say she would never work. My parents were richer than hers but i was a stuck up bitch i actually use to work here. I worked for some of my money that way i didnt always have to ask i mean they dont care that i ask but i do so i dont. 

"Macy." I gave a small smile.

"Thought you said you would never come back here?" She smirked

"Just visting, I thought you said you'd never work in your life? I need a size 7 in the galaxys dont keep my waiting." i winked at her and she stormed off. 

"Damn baby." Nate said in my ear.

"She is the schools SB she was always mad cause my parents are way richer than hers. stuck up bitch."

"What does SB stand for?" he asked

"Slut bitch." I laughed.

"Only you" he joked. I looked around for a little bit waiting on her. Me and nate got shirts. My had blue sleeves and a gray torso with vans writen in blue across it. And Nate got a black tshirt with vans writen across it. 

"Will that be all for you." Sb asked checking us out. 

"Yup."

"You and your friend have a nice day." she smarted off. 

Nate turned me around and kissed me.

"Not friends." He smirked and we left. i could do anything but just stare at him in aw over what he just did. This is why i love him.

"Thats why i love you." I joked

"I hope thats not the only reason" he winked and we walked on back to the car. 

Maybe this trip here wouldnt be so bad im stronger than i was i can do this.

...i think.

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Hello beautiful readers! I got bored since it is snowing and cold here i had nothign else to do so i thought why not bring my laptop and update. I have been updating on my phone for a while know cause i never have time to get my laptop but today i did so im sorry for the TONS of mistakes it will be better next time i promise. leave in the comments your favorite store, or favorite pari of vans(;   SO tell me what you think and have a great night, or day which ever it is there (: much love

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