You don't know my story

Chapter nine-ill take the pain away

"What the fuck is he doing here?"

Dylan asked. as we opened the door. I was shocked. What was he doing here?

"Ummm-" I was cut off by nate.

"What the fuck are you doing here? so your hanging out with him now?!" he yelled.

"She can hang out with who ever the fuck she wants to! Your not her dad NOR are you her boyfriend!" dylan yelled back.

"I can sti-" I was cut off again.

"Oh really? she doesn't need to be hanging out with screw ups like you! look at you! you will never be anything!" Nate yelled.

"Oh really? SAYS THE GUY that went to jail. Says the guy that screws over every girl. Says the guy that is a dick. Says the guy that has no one. Says the guy that has daddy issues.." Dylan ended. what was that suppose to mean daddy issues?

"GUYS stop. Nate leave I'll talk to you later." I said. the look in his eyes held hurt but he quickly shook it off. he turned and stormed off back to his house.

I closed the door and headed up stairs with Dylan following me. we reached my room and went in and I shut the door I turned and looked at him.

"So he kinda lives next door?" I said with a shy smile.

"It's cool, I have always wanted to say that felt good." he laughed

"So maybe if you talked about what happened it would make you feel better." he suggested I guess I could tell him I have always wanted to tell someone. so here it goes.

"Well it was July 19th of last year...

*flashback*

Come on babe, its just one drink." blake said.

"No Blake, I told you. I stopped drinking." i argued

"Come on, you drink this one and that's all."

"Fine, give it."

I shallowed the drank. Then, I couldn't move. I could only hear and see, but that's all.

"Hey guys! It worked!" I heard Blake yell.

"Blake what worked?" I heard him laughing.

"You'll see babe."

"Blake your drunk." *Smack!

"BLAKE WHAT THE FUCK!" i still couldn't move. I felt tears rolling down my face.

"Shut up you whore!." *Smack

I had tears pouring down my face. I still couldn't move anything. Blake and his 6 friends walked of to me on the floor. Blake picked me up, I was crying my eyes out. "shhhh" he said in my ear. causing me to cry harder. he finally laid me on his bed.

"So guys I'm gonna start. she is a virgin too."

"Oh god please no." I screamed crying.

"Sh, youll love this." he smirked. he walked over to me.

I still couldn't move. he took off my dress. he started to kiss me. I never kissed back which earned me a hard smack to the face so I finally kissed back. all his 6 friends we in there watching.

He kissed my sweet spot I held in my moan.

"You better start moaning and screaming or you won't walk out of this room." he said. I cried harder. he kissed down my neck, making his way to my chest. he took my bra off. he started kissing and sucking all over my chest and neck.

He then moved to my lower half. he took off my panties. he then pulled my legs apart. I started cryin harder. he then took his finger and started to rub me. I never once moaned which pissed him off. He smacked me 4 times across the face as hard as he could. I tasted blood in my mouth.

"Moan, or you get it worst." he demanded.

He started to rub me again this time harder and faster. when I was close he stop. he unzipped his pants and I cried harder. he brought his member up to my mouth.

"Suck whore.!" he yelled. I couldn't move so I could move away. One of his friends came over and held my mouth open and Blake put it in my mouth. he thrusted in and out for what seemed like forever I cried harder causing me to choke many times.

He finally pulled out of my mouth. and went to my lower half again. he looked me in the eyes.

"This is going to hurt like hell since your a virgin but I'm not going easy." He smirked.

"Blake plea-" I started but was cut off by a burning pain. I scream. tears started to come fast now it hurt so bad. he pulled out and thrusted as hard as he could back into. the pain seemed to never stop. but it did. He kept going until I hit my climax I didn't moan or scream nothing just laid there lifeless.

He finally pulled out and got up and put his pants back on. he came over to the bed and set behind me.

"Blake, can I go home now?" I cried.

"Who said you were done?" he asked with a smirk.

When I realized what he meant one of his friends was already inside me.

*end of flashback.*

"And that was the night that changes my life. that's the night I wished I would of just died." I said tears pouring out of my face.

The look of Dylan face will forever be burned into my brain. he looked hurt, pissed off and so much more. he got up I knew he would leave after I told him cause I'm nasty. but he didn't go to the door. he grabbed my hand walked me over to the bed. we laid down he pulled me into his chest and held tight.

"I'm so sorry that happened to you. I'll take the pain away." he said with a weak sadden voice. I cried into his chest for the rest of the night. he never once let me go as if he was trying to brig the pain and hurt to his body. Strange as this sounds I feel awful still but a little less unwanted because of this boy.

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What do y'all think? so you finally know what happened. who do you think she'll end up being with nate? jacks? or dylan? keep calm and carry on reading! tell me what y'all think. this is not edited. much love.

Xo. Sid.