You don't know my story

Chapter Three- how did you know.

The car ride was quite and awkward. I wonder how he knew. It was pouring down rain. It was coming down so hard i don't see how he was seeing the road. I really don't want to have this talk with him because i didn't want anyone to know. After about 15 minutes of driving we pulled up to a house. He turned the car off but no one moved. Maybe if i could get out fast enough i could run over to my house before he got the chance to ask. Just as i was about to make a run for it. he spoke.

"Get talking."

"What?"

"You know what i mean! Tell me why do you do all that stuff. you look like such a good girl."

"That's the thing you don't know shit."

"Then tell me damn it!" He yelled and turned to face me.

"NO!"

"damn it tell me!"

"How did you know."

"what?"

"You heard me damn it how did you know?!"

"The look in your eyes screams for help."

"Yeah well don't look in my eyes it leads to my head which is a dark and cold place."

"tell me."

"NO!" and with that i got out the car the cold rain hit me just like the thoughts of that night did. Tears started falling so fast it blurred my sight. I ran to the side walk. I just sat on the curb and cried. I heard a door slam shut i jumped from the sound that echoed through the empty roads. Before I new it he was standing in front of me. I looked up, then rain was dripping from his now soaked hair and cloths. The tears kept coming as i looked up.

"Tell me jaz.."

"It has nothing to do with you." I yelled as i stood up to be face to face with him. Even though he was much taller than me.

"SO! Tell me damn it."

"No!" and I slapped him. hard. My hand went up to my mouth. Shit i did not just do that. God now he is going to kill me. Great good job jaz.

There was already a bruise starting to form from my hand hitting him.

"Nate.." He put his hand up to stop me.

"No don't say your sorry." His eyes were full of anger.

"Maybe you don't act like a slut.. Maybe you just are one." He spat out the words like it hurt him saying them.

Which i have heard that so many times you think it wouldn't hurt me but coming from him it broke my heart to know he said that but i know he didn't mean it he was just mad.

I turned to walk away tears still pouring down my face. He grabbed my arm and i closed my eyes. He pulled me into him and hugged me. As cold as the rain was his touch warmed my whole body in the matter of seconds. My heart started to beat really fast and i just sobbed into him.

I knew it was only a matter of months before he new he would get it out of me i didn't know why i had that feeling but i just did. I don't even know him and i fell like i can trust him from some odd reason. I didn't have a clue to what this feeling in my heart meant because i haven't felt this way in so long, but it scared me.

We still stand here in the pouring rain at the moment we haven't moved. Not at all. I have finally stopped crying.

He backed up to see my face.

"I didn't mean it.." I just nodded cause i know my voice was weak from crying. He than kissed the top of my head. He left his lips there for a moment then rested his chin on the top of my head and held me tighter. His lips felt like fire and were he just kissed me was burning but it was a good burn. The one were it warms your heart.

Yeah i don't even know this guy and i think I'm falling for him which is bad you fall and you get hurt cause no one will catch you. I have tasted love and it is disgusting.

I let go and turned to walk away. The rain dripping from my cloths and my hair. I got to my front door and turn to see he was watching me he haven't moved from that spot yet. I opened the door and looked at him one more time. His eyes held something in them, lust. i knew i couldn't get close to another guy again i wasn't ready to be hurt again and i know i said i love being the bad girl with sex drugs and drinking but i haven't had sex since what happened. I have been to scared ill picture it.

I closed the door i knew it was still early the lights were still on meaning my parents were up. I slid down the door, my knees up to my chest and just cried and let the tears fall down. I wasn't stopping this i haven't had a break down in over a week and i need this. Maybe i could just let it all out and feel better i knew that was a lie but i told my self i would be okay, maybe.. One day...

"Jaz?" i heard my mom call i didn't move.

"Oh honey. hold on." I heard her run some where then she was back and I felt a towl go around me. She then helped me stand up and she walked me to my room i was numb the tears were still coming out of my eyes. she put dry cloths on me because i couldn't move.

She then put me in bed and held me while i cried and she cooed me and rubbed my back telling me everything was going to be alright. I wish i could believe her... After endless crying darkness finally took over my body and i was sleep...

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JAZLYN'S MOM, AMERSON'S POV.

After i heard her stop crying i got up and turned off the light. I closed her door and then slid down it.. I don't know what to do. My baby is hurting so much and i cant take it away and that kills me i just want her to stop hurting. I wish i could take her pain away i wish that night never happened to her i trusted that damn asshole she was dating and i was so wrong to. I feel like it is my fault for not being there to help her to stop them. I feel like it is my fault she is hurting and cant get over it its my fault that she cant sleep at night without dreaming of it. I let her go to his house I'm so stupid. By now tears were coming from my eyes.

"Baby.." I heard Adyen say above me. I looked up tears rolling down my face he sighed. He picked me up and carried me to our room i just laid in his arms and told him what happened. He cooed me to sleep telling me it would get better that it had to. I even saw a single tear fall from his eyes. That night it happened he was so mad he went to Blake house and beat the hell out of him it took 4 guys to pull him off. Blake went to jail but he stole my baby girls soul, Adyen cried that night. As well as me and Jazlyn. But laiden he just didn't talk he didn't talk for 2 weeks after that happened. That night changed our whole lives..

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Don't worry you will know the WHOLE story of what happened that night but you will have to wait keep Reading and tell me what you think! comment and vote thanks guys! oh I'm sorry for not updating alot i have been really busy but I'm going to try to do better!! thanks! love you all

-Sid...