400 Poem Challenge (completed December 26, 10:15am)

insanity

i am depressed

that is true

i had my procedure

and when it was through

the findings weren't encouraging

the worst part was

the sedation didn't take

i was awake for the whole thing

saw it on the monitor

for fuck sake

it was so discouraging

now the hard part

waiting for the results of the test

i am trying to stay positive

but i have a feeling, it won't be the best

it is discouraging

so what can you do

just sit and wait

let your mind go fucking crazy

waiting for your fate

it is insanity

i feel like a death row inmate

who doesn't know, day to day

will they leave him alone

or come and take him away

it is insanity