Dear Diary

04

   Dear Nobody,

   I couldn't really comprehend what was going on in my life. 

   Alex had just cheated on me, him and an extremely hot bad boy got in a fight because of me, and now the extremely hot bad boy is my neighbor. 

   I laid my head in my hands to stop me from breaking down in confusion and sadness.

   It had been a long day. School was terrible today. 

   Everyone was judging me because Asher was talking to me. Asher was the only one who stuck around, as much as I didn't want him to. I don't want him to see me broken, just like I didn't want anyone else to see me broken. I am broken because of an idiot. 

   And now, I know what you are thinking. He is a boy, and boy's are idiots, but you are stronger than that. Don't let a boy make you drop your crown. At least I hope that is what you're thinking. 

   It is hard to pick up your broken pieces after somebody you loved, and you thought loved you, broke you. It is hard to handle loosing your friends and not having anyone. 

   Asher has friends, but instead of hanging out with him and his friends, I decided to sit by myself in the library. I don't want to ruin his reputation because of the lies being told about me. 

   Now, I have to figure out how to get my life back together, and get Alex back at the same time...

   Sincerely,

   -Elle

                                                                                ***

   I walked over to my window to see if Asher was there, but sadly, he wasn't. I sighed and walked downstairs. My mom was in the living room, sipping on a cup of coffee and watching the news. 

   "Hi mom," I said, plopping in the empty seat next to her. She looked over to me and sent me a warm smile. "What am I going to do about this whole friend thing and why hasn't Garrison said anything to anyone?" A flash of worry crossed her face.

   "Honey, sadly, I don't have answers for you. You're just going to have to talk to Garrison yourself. I am not saying he is going to budge, so don't give your hopes up. Just talk to him, cause in the end, he will always be your brother," she replied, rubbing my back. I nodded and flashed a crooked smiled before heading upstairs to my brothers room. 

   "Garrison," I said, barley a whisper. His door swung open to reveal his bare chest. Before I knew it, he was hugging me. The brother that hated me was now hugging me. "Are you okay..."

   "No. We have a lot to talk about," he said, pulling me in and shutting the door behind me. He wants to talk to me. "Im sorry..."
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A/N
So thats my stupid attempt at a cliff hanger. Lol. Just remembed that i love you all so much and I will remember all of your positive feedback. I love you forever and ever and ever okay?

Much love

-alyssa