Life Never goes as Planned

It Happened Again

I wake up and to my surprise I can't hear the twins fighting or running around. I get up from bed and opened the door but to my surprise the hallway was dark and gloomy. Was it not morning? I look back and the door had disappeared. I start to panic.

I continue to walk down the hallway and I couldn't help but feel a bit scared. I get to the living room and I see Liam and Leía there sitting watching tv. I sighed in relief. They were ok. I walked over to the kitchen and started to make some breakfast. "So what do you guys want to do today?" I asked them. There was no response.

"Kids?" They ignored me. That's when I see Killian walk out. That's right, I forgot he was here. "How you kids doing?" He asked. "Ok." They both responded. I threw my spatula into the sink. Why weren't they responding to me?
"You want to go out today?" He asked them and they shook their heads.

He sighed and went up to them. "Look I know mommy is not with us but we can't be sad." Killian said and I gasped. What the hell did he mean I wasn't with them? "I just miss mommy." Liam said with tears forming in his eyes. I ran up to him.

"Baby I'm here." I say and tried to caress him but I couldn't. "Leía, Liam." I cried out trying to get their attention but I couldn't. They couldn't see me. I start to cry. Killian then goes and hugs them. "It's ok my loves." He says. I start to back away. No this couldn't be happening? I'm dead?

I turn around and the room turned dark. I gasped. I look up and I see the walls moving in. I started to panic. I was trying to look for a way out but I couldn't find any. I was so scared. The walls are closing in and I get down into a little ball. I start to scream as I cover my ears.

That's when the walls disappear. I look up and I'm in a clear casket. I start to panic. That's when I see Killian crying. "Emma why did you have to die?" I start to panic and I start to bang on the side of the casket. I couldn't handle this. I started to scream but nothing. I closed my eyes and that's when I'm in a tank.

I look around and I see water coming in. I'm extremely scared. I cant believe that I was dying again. I'm alone and scared. I hit the wall and that's when I over hear a voice. "Emma." I kept hearing. The voice gets louder that's when I my eyes shot open and I'm staring at Killian.

"Love?" Im hyperventilating like crazy. "What happened?" I ask. "You were screaming, and when I came in you were tossing and turning. Just crying." I sigh and sat up. "I'm ok, it was just a nightmare." He gives me a straight face. "No, what's wrong?" I snap. "Nothing you can go back, Im fine." He snaps. "No I won't Emma, I'm your husband. I need to know when something is bugging you or when you're going through something."

I stayed quiet. "Since when have you been having these nightmares?" I sigh. "Since I came back from the dead well when I died." He gasps. "Emma!" I nod. "Why didn't you tell me?" I sigh. "I thought they were just like any other nightmares." He sits next to me on the bed. "And what are they about?"

"The same thing, Im dead and the kids are either alone or with you. I'm alone, or in a dark room or about to drown." He gasps. "Can I hug you?" He asks and I nod. "My love I'm your husband, why didn't you tell me?" I sigh. "Like I said I though it was something passive and we were so busy, and I didn't want to worry you especially since you were going to move to New York." He sighs.

"And especially because you were so busy with Ruby, I didn't want to bug you." He sighs. "I'm sorry Emma." I shake my head. "Forget about it." "Emma...." I sigh. "It's nothing." I say and back away. "Please Killian, I just want to be alone." He shakes his head. "No I refuse to believe that you want to be alone right now." I get up and I snap. "Go away Killian!" I scream and start to cry. Killian gets up and scoffs. "I will not." He says and I continued to cry.

I start to push him away and he doesn't move. I start to pound on his chest to go away and he stands firm. "Please go away Killian." I cried out then placed my head on his chest. "Please...." He then hugs me as I continued to cry. "Emma my love I am so sorry." I nod as I'm sniffling. We walked over to the bed and I laid down.

He sits down next to me. "Can I stay with you Emma?" I nod. He then lays down next to me and I place my head on his chest. He hugs me and caresses my arm. I honestly felt safe in his arms. Even though I was mad at him because of Ruby I couldn't help but feel loved. "Emma, I love you." He says and kisses my forehead.

"I love you too." I say and he smiles. "We made a vow to each other love, to endure the good times and bad, and I don't plan on going anywhere." I smile and sit up. "I'm sorry Killian." He shakes his head. "No, I'm sorry Emma, it's just Ruby..." I put my finger on his lips. "Shhh." He smiles. "Enough talk, I just want to lay down here with you." He smiles. "I don't know I mean I would rather do other things while laying down."

I chuckle. "Oh my gosh, you would say that." He smiles. "I made you laugh though." I give him a soft kiss. "One step at a time Jones, remember you need to suffer a bit for kissing Ruby which means nothing from me." He gasps. "So it's going to be like that?" I laugh and nod.

"Very well then." He says. He lays down and I again placed my head on top of his chest. "Let's sleep Im pretty sure the twins will be up soon, and we won't have time to sleep." He nods. We start to doze off and that's when we hear a noise then a cry. I groan. "I told you." Killian nods. "Let's go." He says and smiles.