the mysterious fangurl(izaya x reader x shizuo)

Don't listen to Izaya and Masaomi's conversation

disclaimer: durarara!! does not belong to me. i am just your average fangurl who makes fanfictions
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Your POV:

"U-umm, well, you see, there's an explanation for this-"

I hurriedly tried to think of an excuse, but nothing came up.

Dammit brain!! Why are you not working just when I need you to?!?! Are you there for show?!?! No, calm down, verbally abusing my brain is no use, I just have to say something, anything, please!!

"I-"

"You see Ryuugamine-Kun, that's because we have a veeeeery special relationship."

A voice interrupted my words, the source coming from behind me. I turned back, and came face to face with a smiling Izaya-Kun.

You piece of shi-

I glared at the raven-head, though he seemed to have not noticed me.

Why?!?! Why would you do this?!?! I should have stayed with Shizu-Chan-

"E-eh?!?! I-I see..."

Ryuugamine-Kun's voice snapped me out of my daze, and I gave Izaya-Kun one last death stare, before turning back to the pair.

"No, well you see, it's not what you think, it's a long story-"

"That's right, it's a really long story isn't it, (y/n)-Chan?~~~"

I felt an arm being slung over my shoulder, and before I knew it I was being pulled into something warm but firm.

IZAYA-KUN'S CHEST.

You piece of shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii-

As I turned back to deny what
Izaya-Kun was implying, Kida-Kun's face caught my attention.

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"It's really not what you think okay, Ryuugamine-Kun?"

I repeated that sentence again, earning a small laugh from my partner.

"Ahaha, sorry for jumping to conclusions, (y/n)-San."

"No, it's really okay, Izaya-Kun's the one that should be apologizing."

I sighed, and Ryuugamine-Kun laughed again.

"Izaya-San really likes to joke around huh?"

"Yeah..."

My eyes turned to the dark alley nearby, the one that Izaya-Kun and Kida-Kun and gone into. It wasn't far, but far enough to have to walk a good amount, and have an unheard conversation.

"Still, I wonder what Kida-Kun wanted to talk to Izaya-Kun about."

"Well, I think they knew each other for a long time, so there must be things they want to talk about."

"Say Ryuugamine-Kun?"

"Hmm?"

"Do you know how those two know each other?"

I asked, my eyes drifting back to the dark alley. Ryuugamine-Kun rested a hand on his chin, like he was deep in thought before replying.

"No, I haven't really asked Masaomi before. Do you want me to ask him?"

"Nah, it's okay."

I furrowed my eyebrows, my gaze still fixed on the dark alley.

The face Kida-Kun made didn't seem like he had a friendly relationship with Izaya-Kun. He was frowning, and it kinda looked like he was glaring too. He looked....angry...? Plus, he was so quiet even though he was so lively before, it's just unnatural. What happened, to make him behave so strangely?

"(Y/n)-San?"

"Ah, s-sorry, what were you saying?"

Ryuugamine-Kun gave me a puzzled expression before continuing.

"It's getting kinda late, should we call them?"

"Ah, I'll go!!"

"Are you sure? I can go if-"

"Nope, it's fine, leave it to me!!"

I quickly walked away before Ryuugamine-kun could say anything else. There's really something off about their relationship. Something that doesn't feel right.  Ryuugamine-Kun doesn't seem to know anything either. Maybe if I can just listen to their conversation, just a little, but not too much that I'm a stalker-

"What are you planning to do with
(y/n)-Chan?"

Wha-

My legs stopped at the exact moment as I heard those words, and my eyes widened.

It was Kida-Kun's voice.

"Hmm? What are you talking about Kida-Kun? Aren't you being a little mean? I don't plan on doing anything-"

"Don't give me that crap."

Kida-Kun cut in the middle of Izaya-Kun's response, and his tone was serious.

Dead serious.

Who were they talking about? Me? No way, it must be another (y/n)-

"Why else would she live together with you then? Why would you even go looking for her when she went out by herself? Why would you bother so much?"

Oh crap, it's really me.

"Kida-Kun, can't you just accept the Izaya-San that is kind and warm-hearted? Honestly you hurt my feelings."

"I'm serious."

Dead silence followed for a few minutes, which felt like years. The atmosphere was so tense, and I wasn't even in the conversation.

"Oh?"

This time Izaya-Kun's tone was different. It wasn't the same cheery tone as before, it was smooth and silky, the same tone as the time I had creepily blurted out the fact that he liked bitter things.

It was so mysterious, like he knew everything.

I couldn't take it anymore. It felt like I was the cause of something.....bad. My legs felt weak, my stomach hurt and it felt hard to breathe.

I had to get out of here.

I stopped listening to their conversation, and walked away, in the opposite direction. Ryuugamine-Kun spotted me, and waved.

"(Y/n)-San, did you tell them?"

"S-sorry Ryuugamine-Kun, I just remembered I have to do something. Izaya-Kun and Kida-Kun should be done soon, so I'm going ahead. Could you tell them I....said bye?"

I forced a smile, and tried to forget the pain in my stomach. Ryuugamine-Kun nodded and we exchanged good-byes, before I left and walked on ahead, while he stayed in the same spot, waiting for Izaya-Kun and Kida-Kun to finish their conversation.

I felt bad to Ryuugamine-Kun, but I had to leave. I had to go somewhere, anywhere, and think.

About who I was before, what I did, and why I knew people that didn't know me.