the mysterious fangurl(izaya x reader x shizuo)

Don't let Shizuo help you

disclaimer: durarara!! does not belong to me. i am just your average fangurl who makes fanfictions

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Your POV:

Hmm, that didn't sound very right.

I felt sweat run down the side of my cheek, peeking over back to Shizu-chan. I could see the confusion growing in his eyes, his lips formed in a puzzled frown. Only silence filled the air between us.

This is really awkward.

"S-so yeah, you're right Shizu-chan, I am lost!"

For now, let's just try to make sure they don't meet each other!

"Umm...then do you need some help?"

You're so nice Shizu-chan!! Maybe you're just natural enemies with Izaya-kun because he's such an ass!!

"Really, are you sure? You aren't...busy or anything?"

But, I need you to leave right now before something bad happens!

"No, not really. I mean, you're lost right? Come on, I'll help you out."

Shizu-chan, you're so nice my vision's getting blurry with tears.

Or is it just because I'm so nervous?

I could feel my whole body tensing up, and I couldn't restrain the compelling urge to throw quick glances in Izaya-kun's direction. Good, he still hasn't seen us.

How much coffee has he drunk??

"What's wrong?"

I almost jumped at the sound of the blonde's deep voice in front of me, forcing an over exaggerated smile as I hurriedly turned back to face him. His frown deepened, probably due to recognizing how jittery I was getting, despite my efforts to not appear so.

"You keep looking over there...is something bothering you?"

To my unfortunate horror his focus was shifting away from me; moving towards the direction where Izaya-kun was.

No, please don't look there--!!

"Shizu-chan!!"

His movements promptly stopped, his orbs instantly returning back to me. I could see the shocked whites in his eyes, proof that he was indeed taken aback by my sudden outburst if I couldn't already tell. From the corner of my eye I could see a couple peering over curiously, whispering gossip to each other nosily.

Oops, I didn't mean to be that loud.

"S-sorry,"

I have to salvage the situation.

I don't want Shizu-chan to think I'm weird and hate me.

"I was just having second thoughts. Maybe, if its not too much trouble, could I still take up your offer?"

Its okay to leave Izaya-kun here first right? I have a good reason, and its not like I'm willingly abandoning him on purpose. There's no opportunity to explain things to him right now too, I'll just do it later and it'll be fine.

But, I'd be lying is I said I wasn't glad to be away from him right now.

I placed my palm against my chest, clutching the fabric of my dress tightly.

"You're right, I'm lost."