the mysterious fangurl(izaya x reader x shizuo)

Don't get the wrong idea of Izaya

disclaimer: durarara!! does not belong to me. i am just your average fangurl who makes fanfictions
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Your POV:

"That's right."

An innocent beam spread across his face, his almond-shaped eyes smiling in unison.

Uwahh, he admitted it right away, I don't know if he's just really honest or has no conscience.

"But, But, (y/n)-Chan~"

He seemed to notice that my features were scrunched up in contempt and immediately changed his expression into a pouty frown.

"I think you've been getting the wrong idea of me lately."

"Is that so...."

I rolled my eyes at his comment, taking a bite of the tender meat.

It's a bit too late to make an attempt to save your image Izaya-Kun.

"That's right, your opinion of me is too exaggerated."

He didn't seem to understand the sarcasm behind my sentence, obliviously carrying on.

"I'm not some cruel monster—in fact, my goal is not to cause others pain, but rather to observe their actions in different predicaments."

He gently placed his chopsticks down, his legs lifting him off his chair and pushing it back with a soft creak. I wasn't aware that I was subconsciously mesmerised by him at the moment, my eyes unconsciously following as he moved across the room, with unintended obedience.

"People simply assume I'm a sadist with no further intentions because those situations usually involve facing some hardships, but that's not the case."

His footsteps lightly padded to his desk, halting his movements to look back at me, only then allowing me to realise I had been watching after him the whole time as our eyes met.

"I'm just interested in what those humans would do, that's all."

I don't understand him even one bit.

"Isn't that essentially the same thing? You're hurting people in the end."

He seemed to let out a sigh, though I wasn't sure. He was a good distance away from me.

"Your perspective is too narrow-minded (y/n)-Chan."

He turned back to his front, looking out into the huge glass window behind his door. From the side of his face I could catch a glimpse of that overly familiar smirk.

"After all, I'm not a Monster like Shizu-Chan. You know?"