A new beginning?

26.

I was laying in bed thinking about my converstation with Cameron. I shouldn't worry about Matt that much he is old enough to make his own choices or mistakes. I was thinking about leaving the tour for a while so i can discover some parts of the world that i always wanted to visit i already talked about it with my mom and she thinks i should do it. If i do i have to find a way to tell the boys and Steve that i'm leaving. I got out of bed and started searching for some music on my phone i pressed a random song and went into the bathroom showering and changing in my clothes. When i was done i walked to the mirror and took a picture. I posted it on instagram and captioned it 'New day, time to change some things today! #Exiting #Newthings'

When it was posted i went into the living room and greeted everyone in there 'hey boys' i said while walking over to the counter grabbing some orange juice while kissing Jacks cheek and taking a seat on the couch turning on the tv. While i was enjoying my orange juice the boys took a seat infront of me and turned the tv off. 'HEY! i was watching that you know.' i said with a duh tone in my voice 'Aurora what is your caption on instagram suppose to mean?' Cameron asked me i knew exactly what he was talking about but  acted like i didn't because i didn't wanna say anything yet. 'Nothing Cam just a caption.' i might of said with a slight overly happy tone. 'Oh come on Rory we all know that you can't lie so don't start trying now. Spill it rory.' he said

'Okay well i thought over my life a little and i came to the conclusion that i can't choose Matt's life but i can mine so i'm leaving tour and im gonna travel the world a little or better said some places i've always wanted to see.' i said looking at all the shocked faces infront of me i didn't except them to be this shocked. 'You can't be serious babe, tell me your kidding and are staying.' I heard Jack say while he took a seat next to me and looked at me hoping i would say I'm joking but i'm really not. 'No J, i'm serious i'm leaving tour and am gonna make some changes in my life.' i said hoping he would understand. 'FUCK YOU AURORA!' he yelled and left the room. 

Well that's a reaction i didn't think was happening and surely not from Jack but on the other side i do understand his reaction. I looked down because i knew there were gonna be more reactions like this. I felt the couch sink next to me and my chin lifted 'If that's what you really want, chase that dream. And if your done with it or you just wanna come back know that your place is always yours and ill be the first to give you a welcome back hug.' Cameron said while he hugged me and pecked my lips quick. Hold your horses no we aren't dating this is something we have been doing since we first met. I smiled at him and looked at all the rest seeing that they agree with Cameron while coming over and hugging me real tight.

But that moment didn't take long because the door opened and Matt with Lynn came in looking at us trying to figure out what was going on. 'Why is everyone hugging my sister?' Matt asked with a confused face while waiting for someone to answer his question. 'Why do you care all of a sudden now Matt? When she fell off stage did you ask how she was then?' Nash asked Matt on a kind of annoyed tone. If you were wondering yes I fell off stage but nothing serious except some bruises. 'It's okay Nash, and everyone was hugging me because I'm leaving tour.' I said while walking out of the room and to the hallway I heard a faint call of someone behind me but wasn't too excited to turn around and take a look at the person.