Hey, my name is Aurora Sky Espinosa. Yes Matthew Lee Espinosa is my brother he's really sweet and protects me really well maybe a little too well haha but i don't really mind. I love my mom and dad they help me with everything and are always there f...
It's 2 weeks since i came out of my dressing room. I haven't been doing meetings like i would do any other day, i felt broken to see two of my highschool besfriends fucking. I only left my dressingroom to eat and if i knew there wasn't anyone around Steve our tour manager would knock once on my door letting me know when they would leave. He is the only one that knows why i don't come out i told him what i saw & he understood that i wanted to be alone for sometime. My brother and the boys have been trying to find out why i don't do meetings anymore and why i'm always in here but i can't cope with the thought of Jack & Lynn when i see Jack, it's not that i can hide forever but since then i am doing a pretty good job so far.
'Aurora? it's me Taylor i was wondering if you are coming to the meeting today? Aurora?' i heard Taylor ask from outside the door i could feel a lump form in my throat i just stayed quiet until i heard Steve. 'Taylor she isn't in there she went outside.' just then i heard one knock telling me it was Steve i thanked him silently and heard him walk away. You may wonder why i trusted Steve and not my own brother well that's cause i know Matt would just freak out and then there is gonna be a fight and i don't want that to happen.
With the knock on my door i knew Steve meant the boys went out and i could eat something. I walked to the door in some sweats, an oversized sweatshirt and a bun. I walked to the kitchen slowly not making a sound, i grabbed some milk and cereal from the cabinets poured it into a bowl with a bottle of water. I know the boys know i eat cause i leave my dishes in the dishwasher but they only don't seen me being active in the day. I seen a note attached to my mic i take with me on stage to the events i walk slowly to the note take it off.
'Thank you for the shirts you bought me i loved them. I love you! -Jack' my vision became blurred and my heart started pounding in my chest i felt my legs get weak and suddenly everything went black...
-Taylor's Pov-
I was getting kinda worried about Aurora we haven't seen her in 2 weeks all the boys we getting worried about her. I was with the guys playing some basketball. 'I'm getting something to drink anyone else?' No one gave me a reply so i just jogged inside to the kitchen, when i got there i saw a cereal bowl standing on the counter. 'Aurora?' No reply i walked over to the bowl and see her laying lifeless on the floor i rush to her side picking her lifeless body up practically running outside. When i reached the door i kicked it open and all the boys looked over at me and saw i was holding Aurora, i layed her down on the bench.
'What happend?' Steve asked 'I don't know i was walking in the kitchen and saw a bowl standing on the counter so i called for her but got no reply, when i got closer i seen her lay on the floor and picked her up coming outside' i said. I seen Matt sit by her side almost shocked seeing his sister lay there lifeless Steve came over with a cold towel and layed in on her forhead waiting for a response of Aurora.
'Oh why isn't she waking up Steve?!' Matt was by now yelling at Steve. 'Calm down she will wake up' he said calmly till we heard a cough escape Aurora's mouth everyone looked at her waiting for her to open her eyes. We all hung over her watching if we could see her eyes open, suddenly we see her eyes flicker open but close just as fast.
-Aurora's Pov-
I tried to open my eyes but there was to much light, i tried it again and saw all of them hang over me watching me.
'Why are you all hanging over me?' i asked them while trying to sit up i looked over all of the faces trying to get a clear view of them. I seen My brother, Taylor, Nash, Cameron, Carter, Johnson,Lox but then i saw a face that caused all of this Jack. I tried to get up but i couldn't i fell down everytime. My brother picked me up and made me sit next to him on the bench 'Will you tell me what's up with you?' he asked me but i couldn't look him in the eyes i just shook my head. I tried to avoid the look of Jack.
'Come on Rora we all know something is up with you. You haven't been to any of the meetings or events' i heard Johnson say while bending down infront of me. i bend over to his ear'I just wanna talk to you' i whispered quietly for only him to hear. He went over to Steve and Matt to tell them what i said. I seen them nod their head before talking to him i looked to my right side seeing Jack looking at me i turned my head back to johnson i see him returning to me grabbing my hand walking away.
'Now tell me why you wanted to talk alone?' he said while we sat down at the ice cream shop. 'Well cause it's about Jack, You know Lynn right?' he nodded his head so i continued 'So the day went to the mall i planned on going with her but when got there she texted me she couldn't come anymore so just bought the shirts Jack asked me to and went back. So when i arrived i went to you and Jack's dressing room to give him the shirts. But when i was almost to the door i heard soft moans filling the hallway but the closer i got the louder the moans became at first i thought it was you' I looked at him and he was laughing 'i don't make girls moan soft Rory they get loud as heck' i laughed at him and just nodded. 'Anyway the door wasn't closed so i looked thru the mirror seeing Lynn and Jack kissing and touching. I just put the bag down and ran to my room crying my heart out you know how much i actually like him' i broke down crying my eyes out to Johnson's side. I seen him take out his phone and go onto twitter soon enough i got a notification on twitter seeing.
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