A Night To Remember

Chapter 30

As we arrived, Shane forced me to get checked by their doctors. He wouldn't let me see Zire if I will not agree to him. So that's the reason why I'm here on the bed lying and just watching the ceiling. I'm waiting for the doctor who examined me to inform me about the result of the test. I've been here almost an hour now, waiting. The sound of the ticking clock makes me grow irritated. If that doctor will not come back after I counted ten, then surely they'll find a burning clock or even room here.
"One, two, three...................... Te-" The door opened and the doctor came in with papers on his hand.

"Just in time" I whispered softly but I know he can heard it.

"Why are you not resting?" He asked.
"Your test says..." He paused.
"that you have broken ribs Ms.Flame. You must rest so that your body will heal you" The doctor said.

"No, I can't rest. I need to see my mate. I need to see Zire!" I said angrily.

The doctor give me a nod then went to his drawer and get a syringe. He put something liquid in it.

"Okay, I'll allow you to go to him but let me inject this to you first so that you wouldn't feel any pain as you walk." He said.

I nod my head immediately. I'm so desperate to see Zire. How is he? Is he waking up now?
I am deep in my thought that I didn't noticed him injected me. He wipes the blood and put a cotton on it.

"Here, done!" He put the syringe on the tray above the table. He get the papers and I watched him flip the papers that he brought with him and write something on it. As I continue watching him, my vision got blurry. I yawn. Why did I became sleepy?
My gaze went to the doctor. His smile confirms everything.
"You lied" I said yawning and followed by darkness.

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"You lied to me Flame. I can't forgive you. I will never accept you as my mate" Zire said.
I cried hearing his words.
"Please... I didn't know.. I'm so sorry..."  He didn't listen to me. He walks and left me alone in the darkness.

"Zire" I screamed. As I open my eyes, I realized that it was just a bad dream. I'm glad that it isn't true.

The door from my room opened. Shane came in with a glass of blood on his hand.

"What happened? Are you okay?"Shane asked.

"Yes, I'm fine" I answered.

I stood from my bed then walk towards the window. As I open it, cold winds immediately hugs me.

"How's Zire?"

"He's fine now. He's body is healing well. He woke up this afternoon and ask about you then after that he went to sleep again"

"Is he angry at me?" I asked. I'm still staring at  the darkness.

"He's not angry Flame, he's just hurt"

"I know, he wouldn't forgive me for what I've done right? I betrayed him. I lied to him and I rejected him" I said trying to fight back the tears.

"I know you have reasons Flame. He will listen to you. I'm sure of it"

"I hope so!" I said, sadly.

"Here, drink this blood so that you will be more okay" Shane gives me the glass. I accepted it then drinks it fast. I put the glass on the table and says Thank you to him.

"Everything will be okay between the two of you, trust me!" He said before closing the door behind him.

I went back to my bed. My room is dark but I'm not bothered. It is dark just like my heart and mind, it's dark without Zire.

Hours of just laying on bed. I decided to go to Zire's room. I want to see him even if he's asleep.

I am standing outside his room. From here, I can feel his even breathing.  I slowly turn the knob, glad that it isn't lock.
I get inside his room trying not to make any noise. I know he can easily smell me  but I don't care I just want to see him. I scanned his body, his wounds are almost healing now but the dark patches are still visible. I went closer to him, sitting on the chair beside his bed. I control my body not to touch his face or even hug him because I'm afraid that he'll reject me again. I'm afraid that he will say those words from my dream.

" I'm  so sorry Zire." I whispered softly.

I panicked when I saw him sniffing the air. Later, his eyes fluttered open. Our eyes met. For a minute of staring his eyes, I realized how I really love this person.

"Zire?" I breathe.

"I'm so sorry!" I said softly.

He didn't talk. He focus his gaze to the other things in the room. He didn't look at me.

"Leave Flame. I just don't want to see you for now" His voice is hard. He is really angry at me.

"Please just let me explain. I-I don't know-"

"I said leave!" He said angrily. 

I stare at him shocked of his outburst. I didn't fight back my tears now, I let them fall freely  from my eyes. I left the room feeling so down.

I went back to my room and cried. I cried the pain I felt in my chest. Him sending me away is a lot more painful than Klaus's punches and kicks. I know he can hear me crying but he didn't come to comfort me. I cried for I don't know how much time, as I checked the clock, it's already four o'clock in the morning.

I love him very much. I don't want to see him hurting because of me, that's why leaving is my option. I can't stay here, I don't want to hear his hurtful words against me. Maybe he'll forgive me if I'll be out of his life.
After checking Jake and my parents. I packed some things and left Zire's house.

"Where will I go?" I said to myself.