bumbling about

77 - RANT AF pt 1

so let me give you some backstory

i dont really 100% know what my sexuality is but i like girls a lot and boys kinda

but i used to be with this guy (lets call him jim) and for the sake of this story im gonna use the word snog

so i snogged jim at a disco party thing and we kinda became a thing after that, we met up a lot and he was nice yknow

but not that deep down i knew that i didnt really like him that much so i broke up with him

i was gonna call him so i tried to but he didnt pick up, and when i asked to facetime even when i said it was important he said he didnt want to so i broke up with him over text

i know, i'm an asshole

so after all that had happened i was sorta maybe kinda texting a girl who i really really liked and i thought everything was going smooth

i hadn't really spoken to jim or anything but i thought things were g between us bc we kept our snapchat streak

no no. no no. how wrong i was.

i was texting him and he was asking me how i am and stuff and i was explaining how i wasnt too great. this was around the time where i was diagnosed with anxiety and everything was just a bit shit. so i told him about that coz i was like hey we know each other well and its all cool with us so might as well let the guy know.

then i copped. this motherfucker was sending my drake lyrics.

ooh shit got real. i ripped into him like it was nobody's business. what degree of asshole-ity was that? perhaps i over reacted, but thats not where my story ends.

so we went on, we still kept our streak and i wanted to talk things out. before i did, i saw a lil message on my instagram from his best mate.

'lol why did jim break up with you'

WHAT

THIS LITTLE DICKHEAD TOLD HIS MATES THAT HE BROKE UP WITH ME? BECAUSE I WAS CLINGY? BITCH DO YOU WANNA GO?

so i told his best mate the entire story and then his mate said 'yeah lol im not really friends with him anymore hes kind of a dick'

ye m8 u think

so the cherry on top of this entire shitstorm will have to wait until the next part

until then my friends

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the next part is so much better trust me