love me again gorgeous <completed book2 of fall for me gorgeous>

XL.3

a/n

hello happy new year y'all let me just share you this:

I hope that in this year to come, you make mistakes.

Because if you are making mistakes, then you are making new things, trying new things, learning, living, pushing yourself, changing yourself, changing your world. You're doing things you've never done before, and more importantly, you're Doing Something.

So that's my wish for you, and all of us, and my wish for myself. Make New Mistakes. Make glorious, amazing mistakes. Make mistakes nobody's ever made before. Don't freeze, don't stop, don't worry that it isn't good enough, or it isn't perfect, whatever it is: art, or love, or work or family or life.

Whatever it is you're scared of doing, Do it.

Make your mistakes, next year and forever.

yes i made a mistake this year it was one big mistake but now i saw it as blessing...

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APPLE

nakaupo ako sa couch nakatingin ako sa pinto pakiramdam ko anytime bubukas yun at papasok si Danny pero sino ba ang niloloko hindi sya uuwi she is with the man who can give her normal life na pwede nyang ipagmalaki sa lahat...now i realize money won't matter sa mga mapanghusgang tao akala ko nuon if i have a name and money everyone will accept me for her...but i forget one thing...Danielle Christian Adriano is as rich as i am...why can't she be just like Elai? na sa lahat ng oras kaya ko isave? that i am her hero...yes my ego is eating my heart...and it hurt me much pumapatak ang luha ko...

i saw nang lumuhod ang lalaki sa harap ni Dee...he is the guy from the music room...i mocked myself...darn ghost...hindi pala multo kundi ahas ang nakita ko...ahas???Apple wake up sa istoryang ito ikaw ang ahas! ikaw ang kontrabida... you let her down right? i shrug the thought ayoko ng kahit anung logic...gusto ko isara ang isip ko sa kahit anung tamang dahilan...dahil nakasarili ka...Danny is right iniwan mo sya, you screw things at ngayong handa ka na babalik ka at gusto mo tatakbo lang sya pabalik sayo...bakit hindi ba pwedeng ganun???

"nangangawit na daw si Jhen" biro ng tita ni Dee

everyone laugh pero ako di ko makuhang igalaw ang mukha ko,nakatingin lang ako sa kanila...then i heard the most painful words she utter...she said yes...i have no fight here anymore umalis ako trying to compose myself dahil alam ko anytime bibigay ako...

ayoko tanggapin ang sagot nya how about this past few days na ok kami?the past few days na angkin ko ang labi nya...the few days na pakiramdam ko ako ang mahal nya...

was it all a lie???

was it all a rebound to get back at me???

all the time is she making a fool of me???

hindi ko alam kung san ako pupunta i found myself standing sa labas ng bahay...

great how could i not get a clue her mother is a b*tch i never learn...

"Apple!!!!" narinig kong boses ni Dee hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako or what...but i don't to her right now, gusto ko lumayo i started walking away from her