love me again gorgeous <completed book2 of fall for me gorgeous>

XL.5

APPLE

nangingiti ako while going sa kitchen honestly i was still kinda shaken from what happen i just miss everything about Dee from her kiss to her touch just everything.

i open the fridge and see what can i cook for her i see chicken and some veggies well stir fried will do, i prepare everything i feel so domesticated like a good wife, a playful smile curved to my lips yes hindi masamang mangarap lalo na at mahal ko sya.

lumabas sya sa room halos patapos na ako sa ginagawa ko she walks toward me at naupo near the counter she is smiling like a kid na nakahanap ng cookie sa cookie jar.

"hey you look like wife material" she told me "you amazed me bib ang laki na ng pinagbago mo"

i felt proud somehow "well i guess i wanted to impress you ms.Adriano"

"you certainly did ms. Yuzon" then she wink at me

i can't helped but give a shy smile "Dee.... iloveyou....always"

"i do too Apple" she lean and give a quick kiss on the lips "let's eat on the veranda"

silently we prepare everything sa veranda, ang dami ko gusto itanong pero i don't wanna burst the bubble of my happiness...i know that if i start asking question our little world will crumble apart...i can still wait a little bit longer wait for what Apple? you can wait or just scared?you can't play dumb longer your just prolonging your agony...oh shut up brain!

"wow best stir fried i've ever tasted, how did you learned how to cook?" she asked in between her chews

"well Swan and I little bonding, she helped me to get by"

"it's nice to know that you and her became close"

"yup she very likable" i smiled while sipping coffee

she holds my hand and squeeze it gently " you know that i love you because i wasn't broken or lost right?"

i nod and look at her

"i love you because i knew from the moment i laid my eyes on you complete all the missing emotion that i don't knew i have" she look away and sigh "but Apple our situation now is different"

hinala ko ang kamay ko na hawak nya she look at me and i see how distant she is eto na ba yung kinatatakutan ko? eto na ba yung part na hindi nya ako pipiliin?that i will just a history because she will choose the right path hindi ako makapagsalita dahil hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko all i know is this is more than a heart breaking situation.

"Apple i think you should go home" malamig na tugon nya

"i thought----"

"i though also Apple" she cut me off "but i think that's the best for you and for me....and....for....Jhen"

kahit anung pigil ko mg tears fell down and a sob came escape from me

"oh gosh don't cry" agad nya akong hinatak payakap sa kanya "alam mo Apple i wish iba ang sitwasyon natin, na pwede natin basta takasan si Jhen pero hindi eh" then she started crying as well "i wanted to love you and be with you till i run out of time"

"i wanted that as well" yun lang nasabi ko and my heart keep breaking apart "Dee kung ganti mo ito sa akin tatang----"

she kissed me passionately to stop me from whatever i had to say

after we kissed she tried to smile i can see how she is dying inside thru her eyes "Apple kung pwede lang but i think it is best you go home because your family is waiting for you"

hindi na maitago ang inis na nararamdaman ko pakiramdam ko she is making a fool of me dahil alam nya kung ganu ko sya kamahal and that i am willing to do everything just to be with her lumayo ako sa kanya at naglakad towards the room i heard she calls me but i think i have enough kung ayaw na nya sa akin then i can't do anything maybe yun lang din ang hinihintay nya ang sumuko ako ng kuha.