love me again gorgeous <completed book2 of fall for me gorgeous>

PROLOGUE

It was a perfect day... maaraw... maaliwalas... for my wedding yes it is my wedding day sa isang garden dito sa California matagal din namin ito pinaplano dahil na rin sa visa issue ng ilang special na tao sa akin...sa amin ni Jhen..

pero hindi gaya ng panahon ngayon ang nararamdaman ko sa puso ko parang bagyo hindi, mali ako hindi sapat ang bagyo kundi delubyo...oo tama yun nga ang masbagay na description.

sa isip ko sigurado na ako i want to spend my life with him...pero panu ang puso ko at ang katawan ko... gusto ko umiyak ng umiyak panu ba ako napunta sa sitwasyong ito...bakit ba bumalik pa ako ng Pilipinas...

"tita Danny lets go na daw po" boses ni Billy ang nagpabalik sa akin sa sitwasyon ko

i took a very deep breath... before i force a smile "ok baby"

"hindi na ako baby tita Danny 11years old na ako eh...ako nga ang made of honor mo di ba?" natatawang sabi nya sa akin

"oo na young lady...hawakan mo na yung veil ko at naghihintay na si tito Jhen mo"

in the hall way tumatakbong si Joshua "tita buhat mo ako"

"Joshua wag ngayon kasal ni tita Danny kita mo oh my dumi na yung gown mo" sabi naman ni Billy sa bunsong kapatid nya na ngayon ay 5years old na

she sheepishly smile...can't help but remember sila Pear at Apple their stupid fight...
oh no not on my wedding day hindi ko sila pwedeng isipin pa...

maya maya pa ay andito na ang wedding planner at inaayos ang pila ng entourage ko

"baby girl masaya ako finally you found someone for keeps" si Popsy na buhat buhat ang flower girl ko na si Joshua

"thanks popsy" nanginginig yata pati labi ko wedding glitters i guess???

"oy Joshua baba ka na jan at yung model walk na pinapraktis natin sa house gagawin mo na" sabi namin ni tita Rex sa bunso nya bago mahigpit na yumakap sa akin "soooo happy for you"

maya maya pa ay lumapit din ang parents ko

"naiiyak yata ang dad baby ko" sabi pa ng dad sa akin

pabiro ko syang sinuntok sa dibdib "don't cry now i might also"

"anak are you happy?" tanong ng mom ko sa akin

"o...o..oo naman mom kinakabahan lang" sabi ko sabay yakap sa kanila

"ok 1minute pa at simula na po everybody position" sabi ng wedding planner na pumapalakpak pa

hooo! this is it...once more i field my lungs with air...

piano and guitar play the acoustic music

then...

Your hand fits in mine

Like it's made just for me

But bear this in mind

It was meant to be

And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks

And it all makes sense to me

oh shit!!!

what the hell that voice... my heart start pumping fast

I know you've never loved

The crinkles by your eyes

When you smile

You've never loved

Your stomach or your thighs,

The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine

But I'll love them endlessly

lumingon ako sa direction ng choirs at nakita ko sya dun wearing this very lovely purple dress
parang umaabot yung raspberry scent nya sa ilong ko...

those memories of being with her lingers in my body na parang kahapon lang nang yari ang lahat naiiyak ako nasasaktan, natatakot at nagmamahal...

it was my turn to walk in the aisles I can't help it...

tinitigan ko ang groom ko he is very handsome in his blue and white tuxedo this man who heals all the wounds that this girl created in my heart....this man who truly deeply and madly in love with me...

then i saw Pear and Swan how they have been...

even Jyothy and Arla

kahit pa si Xen kasama ang girlfriend nya na si Peach...

i can see the look of love sa mukha nila...even kay Jhen when he look at me...pero ako ba ganun din ang itsura ko every time titingnan ko sya...

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea

And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep

And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep

Though it makes no sense to me

was i really in love with him... no Danielle hindi na ito ang tamang panahon na para tanungin ko ang sarili ko about sa pagmamahal ko sa lalaking pakakasalan ko...he help me become who i am today... hanggang ngayon hindi ako makapaniwala sa twisted faith nya sa pamilya ng mga Yuzon...

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if I do

It's you

it's always you

Oh, it's you they add up to

I'm in love with you

And all these little things

"Danielle hindi ko na mahihintay tanungin pa ng pari...but please don't get married with him" boses ng babaeng minsan kong minahal at minamahal pa rin...

tumingin lahat ng tao sa kanya mula sa parents ko at sa parents nya tila naghihintay sa anu mang sasabihin nya pa

"i'm in love with you mula noon...ngayon at hanggang sa darating na panahon ng buhay natin...please desperado na ako hindi ko kakayaning mapunta ka sa iba...i didn't sacrifice my heart para lang sa ganito...please love me again gorgeous"

how could i love her back???

when it has been her all along???

but it was 5years late already

i look at the man beside me he is still looking calm walang mababakas na alinlangan sa mukha nya

and this is what i want...oh c'mon Danny run with her...

i look at Jhenison pinilit ko ngumiti this time i will chose kung anu ang tama and i know it wasn't her...

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a/n

nainspired ako sa song na yan lolz...take time to listen to it kasi nakakainlove kaya naman pala lakas makabenta ng ticket ang one direction eh although masgusto ko yang version na yan kesa po sa orig...