love me again gorgeous <completed book2 of fall for me gorgeous>

LII.2

APPLE

nagngingitngit ako hanggang makarating ako sa room ko "lets have dinner tonight" animated na gaya ko sa sinabi ni Danielle the nerve to tell me she love me tapos biglang ganun! bakit din kasi nasabi ko na mahal ko sya at di na yun magbabago ayun lumaki ang ulo! tanga ka din kasi Apple kung bakit sya ganyan sayo... because you chase her all the time well that is about to change.

i dialed Elai's phone but she did not answer isa pa yun babaeng yun aalis na nga lang wala pang oras sa akin.

nagulat ako ng mag-ring yung phone ko tapos si Ate ang tumatawag ilang segundo din bago ko sinagot

"what are you doin?"

"nothing"

"what took you so long to answer my call?" inis na tanong nya sa akin

"sinagot na nga di ba?" inis din na sagot ko

"your tone!" kahit di ko sya nakikita i know high up na naman ang kilay nya "anyway be ready before 8pm my dinner tayo"

"no--"

"yes be ready or i will drag you down" sabay putol ng tawag

i sigh kaya ayoko umuuwi,bumalik na kaya ako ng flower farm...but i know mama and papa will not be happy i promise them i will stay hanggang umalis sila kuya Jhen...pabagsak na nahiga ako sa bed ko yes i feel tired one moment masaya ako then at the end i am so unhappy.

i grab my phone and send a msg to Elai mag-uusap pa kami sa ginawa nya aaminin ko nainis din ako pero it only shows na ang babaw ni Danielle towards sa akin,dahil kung ako walang email ang makakapigil sa akin na puntahan sya.

someone knock on my door ramdam ko ng bumukas yun "tulog na ang bunso ko?" bumangon ako at nag-indian seat sa kama ko and smile habang hinintay ko makalapiy ang mama sa kama.

"i wanted to thank you for coming home" sabay halik sa noo ko

"mama pagod na rin ako maging black sheep ng pamilya natin" natatawang biro ko

"i saw Danny she look lost---"

"i have nothing to do with it ma" putol ko sa sasabihin nya

"do you think she loves your brother enough to marry him?"

i lay my head on mama's shoulder and i sigh "i don't know" i force a smile "and its not our business ma"

inakbayan ako ng mama "i saw your brother last night his crying,maybe anak----"

"ma wag natin sila pakialaman baka naman wedding jitters lang" putol ko ulit sa mama

mama looked at me na parang sinusuri kung totoo ang sinasabi ko "Apple i know what you went through for Danny i never bother na makielam lalo na minaliit ka ng partido nya---"

"you knew????"

"ofcourse anak maliit lang ang mundo natin and gossip can go around"

"yet you did not do anything?" taas kilay na tanong ko sa kanya

"anak it's not my battle it is yours but if that mother of Danielle do something again to hurt you huh! humanda sya" sabay tawa na pang-asar

"ma naman!" natawa na rin ako "hindi ka ba nagsisisi na ako ang anak mo? i mean puro kalokohan at kahihiyan lang ginawa ko sa pamilya natin"

"anak you are not like that to us ok?by the way we will have family dinner tonight wear something nice ok?"

"ok" sagot ko at nagpaalam na sa akin ang mama,minsan hindi ko maiwasan ang hindi umiyak dahil ramdam ko nagkamali ako nung makaramdam ako na parang outsider ako sa family namin i was not outsider ako lang ang naglagay nun sa sarili ko sa ganung position i close my eyes and think all the good memories that my family share.

Your hand fits in mine

Like it's made just for me

But bear this in mind

It was meant to be

And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks

And it all makes sense to me

i keep singing and crying at the same time nanginginig ang boses ko yet i keep going ang layo na ng narating namin dalawa para igive up ko sya

I know you've never loved

The crinkles by your eyes

When you smile

You've never loved

Your stomach or your thighs,

The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine

But I'll love them endlessly

lumingon sya sa direction ko,i force a smile she is wearing this nice wedding gown...she look so lovely and devine i can't help but fall for her in a thousand ways i can...ilan beses ako nagdadasal na wag sya lumakad papunta sa altar yet naglakad pa rin sya papunta sa kapatid ko,yes the love of life was about to marry my one and only brother.

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea

And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep

And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep

Though it makes no sense to me

she keep going towards my brother ni hindi sya lumilingon sa akin...was she really in love with him?enough to forget about me?about us?

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if I do

It's you

it's always you

Oh, it's you they add up to

I'm in love with you

And all these little things

"Danielle hindi ko na mahihintay tanungin pa ng pari...but please don't get married with him" hindi ko alam kung san ako kumuha ng lakas ng loob pero this is it my last chance

tumingin lahat ng tao sa akin mula sa parents ko at sa parents nya tila naghihintay sa anu mang sasabihin ko pa

"i'm in love with you mula noon...ngayon at hanggang sa darating na panahon ng buhay natin...please desperado na ako hindi ko kakayaning mapunta ka sa iba...i didn't sacrifice my heart para lang sa ganito...please love me again gorgeous"

she just look at me with lots of emotion then look back sa kapatid ko na naghihintay sa altar everything seems to be so wrong yet hinahayaan lang ng mga taong nakapaligid sa amin.

"i'm sorry i can't" yun lang lumakad na sya towards sa kapatid ko

"no" tila wala sa sarili na sagot ko...

"nnnnnooooooo" sabay bangon ko sa kama ko pinag halong luha at pawis all over my face what bad dream...i can't...i close my eyes tightly and pray....

i hope they forgive me sa desisyon ko...

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i told you i am a complicated person so as my story enjoy reading 😍😍😍