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XLIV

DANIELLE

it's been nearly two months since nangyari yung pagkabaril kay Jhen,according sa report pagnanakaw ang dahilan kung bakit pinasok ang bahay namin and that the alarm has malfunction kaya di agad tumunog,luckily mom asked Jhen for some erands kaya nandun si Jhen.

"hey your up already?" nagising ako at nakangiting mukha ni Jhen ang nakita ko

"yup and it was refreshing to see immediately hon" halos paos pa ang boses nya

"don't talk too much it might be bad for you" puno ng pagaalala ko i rush in the hospital after my mom phoned me.

he just smiled "was it bad?"

"the doctor said it's nothing serious---"

"i thought i was going to die then i saw my mother...my sisters...and you hon" his tears fell and i saw some pain in his eyes "please Dee marry me and start a new life with me,i know this is not the---"

"yes" yun lang ang naisagot ko sa kanya he risk his life for my mom and without him maybe my mom could have been...i shrug the thought...what is important is Jhen is fine and so did my mom....pero ang tanong masaya ka ba? my happiness won't matter anymore...

he squeeze my hand that was holding his "we will be happy Hon"

tumango lang ako "try to sleep more and be rested hon"

"yeah....i love you"

"and i to you"

then he smile at pumikit muli...

nagpaalam ako sa nurse na uuwi muna ako pero babalik din since malapit lang naman itong hospital sa place ko.

as i drove my car ang dami ko naiisip tama ba ang gagawin ko? then i look at my finger hindi ko naman hinubad ang ring ni Jhen eh...i bitterly smile maybe just maybe ito ang tama imbes na umuwi tumigil ako sa park na lagi ko pinupuntahan i sat down sa bench kung san kami huli naupo ni Apple...i look at the space beside me gaya ng puso ko it is empty.

i watched the people moving around me,tama sila lahat naka-moved on except sa akin...i pretented to be ok but i wasn't dati pinanghawakan ko ang galit ko kanya dahil yun lang ang alam ko para ituloy ang buhay ko nadarating yung time na titingnan ko na lang sya pero wala na yung pagmamahal.

"Danny what are you doing here?"

"mom...i was just catching some fresh air" nagulat ako "what are doing here?"

"well i was to about visit Jhen then i thought i saw your car" paliwanag ng mommy bago naupo sa tabi ko at umakbay sa akin "so what is your plan?"

i sigh "mom why did you push Apple away from me?"

"Danielle---"

"no mom, i mean you could just tell me that you don't like her for me" mahinahon kong putol sa mom ko

"if do that will you stay away from her?"

"no"

"Danielle you and i is far from each other" my mom caress my face "yes we look alike very much but your traits,you get it from your dad stubborn and reasonable"

"mom i love Apple so much"

"but where is she?"

tumingin ako sa malayo dahil sa simpleng tanong ng mom ko wala rin naman ako maisasagot,i can't reach her anymore