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XL.4

DANIELLE

i wake up dahil sa nakikiliti ako sa mainit na hininga sa leeg ko...i miss my Apple...yes being in her arms...lalo ako sumiksik sa katabi ko...knowing it her..."hug me tight please" hindi ko alam kung nasabi ko ba yun o hanggang isip ko na lang dahil pakiramdam ko lasing na lasing ako sa antok...

i open my eyes widely...i blink many times thinking where i am...nagising ako sa sinag ng liwanag na pumapasok sa bintana...at sa bigat ng braso sa bewang ko...certainly it is not my Apple...holy crap i promise her na uuwi ako...pero nasan ako? i try to recall what happen last night...damn that revelation thats explained everything...

his eyes...his smile...the whole face actually ressemblance with her...even his lips...no Apple is alot sexier and softer...

gusto ko gumalaw pero hindi ko magawa ayoko magising si Jhen...i feel tired...i feel lost...my poor Apple alam ko naghihintay sya sa akin...i want to run with her and be with her...but how? we will never cut our connection with Jhen since he is a family...ang pait ng nalalasahan ko anytime pakiramdam ko mawawalan na naman ako ng malay...

"hey...g-goodmorning"halos paos na sabi ni Jhen

sinamantala ko yun para tumayo when i noticed iba ang suot ko na damit "who changed my clothes?" hindi ko naitago ang inis sa boses ko suddenly stranger ang tingin ko sa kanya gising!!!! fiancee mo pa rin sya

"relax hon" sabi while he changed he position into sitting position "si tita Justine ang nagpalit sayo---"

"how you sleep beside me???" inis na sabi ko

pero instead na mainis sya he laugh na like a kid "hon aren't we getting married? tsaka we sleep naman together kahit dati pa"

i can't helped but feel stupid "oo pero not with the knowledge of other people specially my family"

still he laugh and grab me at niyakap ako naiilang ako sa yakap nya kaya pasimple akong kumawala

"something wrong Hon?" he asked

hindi ko alam ang isasagot ko sa kanya hindi ko alam panu ko sasabihin...i sigh...

tumayo sya at humarap sa akin then he tuck some my hair at the back of my ears "you know you can tell me everything right?" then gently he pull me close to his chest

wala ako magawa...wala ako masabi...i sob then next i knew umiiyak ako...how could he be so kind...and warm and gentle...he far away from Apple who is impulsive...rectless... who stole my heart and break it apart yet it only beats for her...

"hush....hon was it about your family knowing that we slept together...you know i respect you---"

"nope Jhen..." i cut him off "i can't marry you" nilayo nya ako at matiim na nakatitig sa akin hindi ko mabasa ang expression nya he went blank

"you're just joking right???" he said in his cold tone

"i wish i am" umiiyak na sabi ko "remember the person who broke my heart? bumalik sya and i tried---"

"well you try harder!!!!" galit na sabi nya "Danielle don't do this to me...all my life i feel like a shit...now that everything is doing well your just gonna tell me you can't marry me?because of that guy???"

i cry so hard and i need to be brave "he is not a guy"

"WHHHHAAATTTTT" he snap at me

"i just let you believe na lalaki sya pero hindi..." halos bulong ko

"so now your what??? a lesbian????" puno ng galit at pagtatanong ang boses nya