Just Friends

August 8th

     Ethan only stayed two days. He didn't say where he was going. We barely spoke to one another since he arrived. Luckily for me, they required me on set throughout most of the day. Ethan and I both knew there was awkwardness between us. Maybe we need time apart, or to be alone and talk. Right now, I want to hurry and finish the movie. That way, I can focus on my personal life. I'm sure these feelings for Ethan will fade. I'm trying to persuade myself that it's only jealousy.
     The first month of filming is over and the second is about to undergo. The final day of filming has been set for the twenty-seventh. Three more weeks. How time has flown.
     I need to straighten things up with Eleanor. We've lost our sister like relationship, now we only chat about the film. I don't want her to think I hate her. At this moment in time, I do, I really do. But I can't blame her, she's chosen the right guy who makes her happy, which is what she deserves. I just wish she could've found someone else.
     On set today, I'm thrown through a glass window. Well, it wasn't real glass. The glass was replaced with sugar glass. I believe that's its official name. Real glass would hurt, a lot. Sugar glass is a really delicate glass they use for most action films and it breaks really easily. A man picks me up and throws me through the windowpane. They placed this huge beanbag cushion on the other side so I would land safely.
     "Action!" Stanley shouted.
     Then this guy called John, grabs the top and bottom of my jacket, picks me up, and throws me through the glass. During this I'm trapped in an uncontrollable laughter.
     "I'm so sorry," John kept saying. He felt really bad for throwing me through the glass. He thought he was being too rough.
     "Don't be silly, this is fun!" I replied.
     It took us many takes to perfect it because we couldn't stop laughing for the first few. When I say we, I mean myself. I hope they place those takes of me laughing in the credits at the end, if there's any. The window replacement people weren't too appreciative of my laughing as you can imagine. They must've hated me. Most of the cast and crew saw the funny side of it. It was good for everyone to have a little laugh and release some stress. Sometimes people forget that you need to have fun.