My Darling ♥

chapter 72

Harry's POV.

~~~earlier~~~

Lizzy looked so sad when Liam asked her about chicken.

.. weird topic though..

but while i stare at her sad features, i want nothing more than to hold her in my arms, stroke her hair, kiss her ear and then whisper in it "shh. it's all going to be okay, i promise".

she trys to escape from talking about it, by grabbing one of the grilled cheeses she requested and licking the melted cheese off the edges of the crust.

oh how i want that toung to be dancing on mine, dancing to unheard music.

i swallow and try to get rid of my dirty thoughts. 

when i look back up to her, i see her face turn pale.

i hear a muffled choke come out of her throat and she darts to the kitchen.

i immediately run after her, hot on her tail.

liam and Niall following closely.

she grabs my used water glass from earlier and fills it with water from the tap.

she tips the cup back to take a drink, but instead another choking sound came out of her purple lips and the full glass cup slipped out of her grasp.

i hear her gasp, but that only makes her struggle more.

i see her eyes close, and a small, desperate tear slip out of the corner.

i see her knees buckle and i run over and catch her before she falls on all the water and broken glass. 

out of the corner of my eye i see Liam and Niall run out of the room. seconds later i hear the distant sounds of their phones dialing 911.

i lift Lizzy up and carry her to the living room. i gently set her down on the tan carpet and slide my arms out from underneath her. 

i put each of my knees on either side of her hips. 

i do the choking procedure, pushing my thumb and palm hashly into her chest.

i hear a small gasp escape her dark purple lips. i push again and the large piece of bread and cheese comes shooting out of her mouth.

i sigh in relief that she is okay, and i hear her sigh too. she gasps for air and presses her hand on her chest.

i hope i didn't press so hard that i hurt her.. but then again, i'm pretty sure she would rather the chest pain then choking.

"Lizzy!" Niall shouts from across the room. he tosses his phone on the floor and rushes over to us.

Lizzy slowly cracks her eyes open and looks in his direction first.

i see a small confused look on her face, but then she moves her eyes.. and they land directly on mine.

i let out small ragid breaths, under her stare.

"are you okay?" i ask, still worried.

"y-yeah. t-thanks" she stutters.

inside i smile, but i know i can't show any affection since she's in love with Niall. i need to back off.

i nod and lower my head. i climb off of her and walk down the hallway.

when i know they can't see me anymore, i sneak into Niall and Liam's room and grab the guitar i used earlier.

i take it to my room and sit, cross legged, on my bed. lightly strumming the song i wrote for her.