My Darling ♥

chapter 90

Songs for this chapter: What now -Rihanna & Miserable at best -Mayday parade

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With wide eyes and a gasp she jumped back. With a hand on her mouth she stared at me with fearful teary eyes.

"How-- what-- why-- how does-- when-- Oh my god" she sobs into her hand, looking down. 

She can't even look at me. This is exactly what I was afraid of. 

"Lizzy.."

She shakes her head and turns away from me. "I cant--" she shivers. "I can't handle this" she furiously shakes her head until she gained control of the crying. 

With confidence she looked over her shoulder and grimaced at me. Her facial expression made it look like she hated me, but her eyes showed pain. She's hurting. 

She took a deep breath, shook her head. She looked strong for a short moment, until she stated sobbing again. 

Why didn't he tell me. I hate him. I love him. Why didn't he tell me. Does he not love me enough to trust me. Why didn't he tell me. I hate him. I love him. 

Her thoughts repeated over and over.. 

"I love you Lizzy. Always remember that" I shout. 

She looks at me again, not taking any time to sprint away. 

I need to get away. Get away from him. Get away as far as possible. 

She's afraid of me. 

I sigh and look at Liam and Zayn. I wan't giving them a dirty look, I just looked down, picked up my bag, and walked through the terminal. 

Lizzy's POV.

I didn't get far before I collapsed in my own tears. I broke down in the middle of the airport. I didn't care who saw me, or what they thought. I just wanted to get out of here. 

It took everything in me to not look back. If my eyes locked with his, I knew I would run back and fall apart in his arms. 

Taking a big breath, I took control over my breathing.. but only for a second when I began sobbing again. 

Why didn't he tell me.

"Liz?" a voice called. "LIZ!" I know that voice. 

They rushed over, not even bothering to pick me up off the ground, but giving me a big hug instead. That hug was all to familiar. 

"Josh" I sobbed. "Harry--he..--he left" 

"It's okay" he pet my hair. "It's going to be okay" he kissed the top of my head. 

"Are you ready to get up..?" he asks. 

I nod, clinging onto him as he helps me up. 

"I'll take you home. We'll talk about it there, yeah?" 

I nod again, finally stopped my crying. 

"Let's go" he kept his arm around me and guided me out of the airport. 

Harry's POV.

When I get to my seat I groan and refrain from kicking it. I throw my body down and put my head in my hands, harshly tugging at my hair. My fingernails were digging into my scalp. I would've drawn blood if the stewardess hadn't stopped me. 

"Sir, we're taking off soon.. would you please put your seat belt on" her voice was soft.

I took a deep breath and sat up, buckling myself in. Letting my head turn to the sde, and look out the window, my stomach dropped from the sight. I could see right into the airport and what do I see? Lizzy hugging fucking Josh. 

What the fuck!

I unbuckle my seat and run to the door of the plane, but it's already closed. 

"Sir you need to get in your seat" the stewardess placed her delicate hand on my bisep. I shoved her off and tried to open the door. 

"You can't open it, it's sealed shut. Sir, you really need to get to your seat" she said more sternly this time.

"I need to get off" I growl. 

"It's too late. You need to get in your seat, now" 

"NO!" I look back at her with wide eyes. I would compell her to go to the cock pit and tell the pilot to stop the plane. But Lizzy is in my mind. She wouldn't approve of this. 

I sigh, calming down. The stewardess places her hand on my arm again and this time squeezes harshly. "You need to be in your seat, now" 

She was in her mid-40s, beginning wrinkles forming. I'm guessing from the long hours and all the stubborn passengers, like me. 

I let her drag me to my seat, and she wouldn't leave until I was buckled. 

I looked back out the window and they were gone. As soon as this plane lands, I'm immediately getting back on. 

I have an irritable 10-11 hours ahead of me. 

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no one seems to be reading this story anymore.. 

I'm thinking I'm going to end it in the next chapter. 

If you're still reading it, I apologize for the inconvenience..