Crazy Love

Chapter 12

Josh's POV

School began to suck, Melissa and Brady were all the whole damn building talked about, it made me mad. Everyone was either sad because they weren't with Mel or sad because they weren't with Brady. I tried to turn heads my way by asking out Jenny Parker. A few rumors stirred but attention drifted back to Mel and Brady within a few days.

"Had they had sex? How long do they make out? Where do they go his house or hers? I wish I could get Melissa in bed with me. Brady is so hot."

It was annoying, Jenny and I hadn't really gone on a real date we just hooked up at my house everyday after school. She had a smoking body and I wasn't going to lie, she was great in bed, but I had no real feelings for her.

I had seen Mel around school, and each time I saw her she got more beautiful. I was so frustrated she hadn't accepted my apology that I had punched a hole in the wall in my room.

After the bell rang I walked to Jenny's locker.

"Are you ready?" I asked.

"Yeah babe, just let me grab my stuff."

Out of the corner of my eye I saw Mel approaching, so I grabbed Jenny and pressed my lips onto hers.

"Josh" she protested, but after a couple of seconds she gave in and began kissing back. I rubbed my hands up and down her back and finally landed on her perfectly toned ass. I gave it a hard squeeze and pulled away. She moaned then quickly grabbed her bag. Mel hadn't even looked our way.

"Lets go finish this at my house" I said urgently.

She nodded and we walked out of school hand in hand.

The car ride was quiet and full of sexual tension, I couldn't wait to get her into bed. A couple of times I had to remind myself to slow down. When we got to my house I ran to her side and picked her out of the car and threw her over my back.

"Jeez, someone's excited!" she said giggling.

I looked at Mel's house and saw her mom staring at me from her garden, I turned away and ran into the house, trying to escape her judgmental glare .

The truth is, only I moved back from California. My parents had stayed because they were doing great in their jobs and since I was 18 they had let me move back for senior year, well they didn't really have a choice.

When we got inside we didn't even make it to my room, I threw her on the couch and took off my pants. She shimmied hers off too then took off her shirt. I followed suit, then we were kissing and moaning, images of Mel flashed in my mind. I pushed them away and continued kissing up Jenny's stomach. She let out a moan of pleasure, and started to pull down her thong.

I stopped her and got up.

"What's wrong babe?" she asked looking concerned. "We do this everyday"

"I know, I'm just tired." I lied.

"Do you still want to do this?" she asked biting her lip. I couldn't deny it, she was sexy.

"Yeah, I do."

We went up to my room and when we were done, she got her shirt on and walked downstairs. I couldn't help but follow, I mean look at that ass. She looked back and playfully winked, then she plopped down on my couch and turned on the television.

"Are you ready for round two?" She said seductively.

"Oh yeah."

The next day at school everything went normally, we held hands and talked to our friends. We were a happy couple right?

No, I wasn't happy. It felt as though a part of me was trapped and screaming to get out, like I would never enjoy anything ever again. I acted like I was fine, but really I was dying inside.

Jenny knew something was wrong, but she was fragile and I couldn't tell her about my feelings for Mel. Even though she had slept with a lot of guys, she did it because she felt powerless, and I didn't want to hurt her.

How was I going to tell Mel I had feelings for her? She already had a perfect boyfriend and she looked like the happiest girl in the world, why couldn't I just be happy for her and move on with my life?

I don't know what it was about that girl, but she was special. I didn't want her getting hurt, which was strange because I had never really cared about someone in that way before.