The Angel Within The Devil

chapter 5

Cheonsa
I brought my knees close to my chest as I sat next to the door.

I sighed and placed my head on my knees.

At times like this, I wished Cherry was here with me again.

She would nuzzle up my knees and lick my face.

I sighed. I regretted sending her to the adoption home.

I looked around my empty house.

A tear rolled down my face. Is it wrong of me to come back?

Should I...

Should I go back to Japan and never come back?

I sighed and sobbed.

"You remember my house?" I giggled. My heart dropped the moment he said the next line.

"No its just that my ex lives around here. Yah..."

Another tear dropped. "Your ex?" I muttered.

Yah, of course. He had different girlfriends.

"But he went to their houses?" My voice cracked.

Of course.

Why did I think back in Japan that he would miss me?

Why did I think that he would still love me, wait for me?

And that we would have a happy ending at last.

Why was I so...so dumb? Why was I being dumb again?

I sobbed and hugged my knees tighter. I squeezed my eyes tight as tears managed to roll out.

Jeon Jungkook you jerk. Why was it the other way round? Why was I the one actually waiting for you?

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I rubbed my eyes as I entered the classroom.

I did not sleep last night. I was up keeping myself busy by folding origamis to keep myself distracted.

I placed my head on the table and rested.

Neither Rye nor Jimin were in my class.

Neither was he in here.

Should I be happy?

Or disappointed?

I sighed and stared into space.

I looked out of the window and stared at the sky.

The sky was still dark but the Sun was rising, forming a beautiful purple orange sunset.

"Yeppeo." I mumbled and sighed.

I sat up straight and looked around. Everyone was here already.

I pouted when I noticed, I have no friends in this class.

I ruffled my own hair. Why was I so no sociable last year!

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I looked around the canteen and sighed.

"I seriously have no friends." I muttered and smacked my forehead.

I took a step forward when someone called my name.

"Cheonsa!" I looked to my right and saw Rye waving to me.

I was going to walk over when someone called me too.

"Lee Cheonsa!" I looked to my left and saw Jisoo smiling while waving to me.

My smile slowly faded as I looked back and forth between those two.

Who...should I seat with?

I sighed and shook my head. Looks like I do have friends.

I turned behind and was going to walk to my locker to get my book when I hit into something.

"Where do you thing you're going?" I froze and looked up.

My lips wavered slightly as I recalled back to yesterday.

"Its none of your business." I muttered and took a step to my left, but he followed as well.

I sighed and moved to the right, looking down.

But he followed as well.

I felt my chin being lifted ever so gently. I looked at him in the eye.

"You will be sitting with me."