The Angel Within The Devil

chapter 8

Cheonsa
I walked into the classroom as Jisoo walked to his.

I took out my phone and checked at my appearance.

A little bit of redness in my eyes. No one is going to sense that ive been crying write?

I sighed and placed my head on the table.

"Why Jungkook why?" I mumbled as I grabbed fistfuls of my skirt and sighed.

High-pitched giggles could be heard.

I glanced up and saw the girl which was with Jungkook.

"...Yah, he totally went rough on me. Like, i had literally the best time ever."

My heart broke.

H-Huh? T-They already went that....that far?

I stood up and walked out of the classroom.

I sprinted to the rooftop garden as fast as I could to avoid the stares from the students and teachers.

Once I reached the top, I closed the door as the tears flowed freely again.

I stood up and walked to the very end and looked down.

I sighed as I stared at the cars zooming past each other. Why cant we be like that in the first place?

Why cant we just walk past each other and not even interact?

Why?

"WHY THE HECK MUST I GO THROUGH THIS TORTURE?" I shouted at the top of my lungs and shut my eyes tight.

"Jeon Jungkook you asshole." I said out loud and clenched my fist.

"Why, why am I the one waiting for you? Why the heck did I think that," i breathed in and out as a tear dropped.

"Why did I think that when I come back to Korea again you would've changed and have loved me again?"

"Just why was I so...so stupid?" My voice cracked as I looked down and closed my eyes.

My chest heaved with sobs as I tried controlling myself.

But the more I tried calming myself the more I felt suffocated.

I fell to my knees as I leaned against the railings.

I leaned my head back as my lips wavered the more I think about it.

After a few minutes, I managed to calm down completely. I opened my eyes and just stared soulessly to my front.

I really...had no absolutely no idea what to do anymore.

Should I...

Go back to Japan again?

"Should I really do that?" I asked myself.

The entrance door creaked open.

As I was sitting at a blind spot, I could see who was coming in but they could not.

"Hyung, did you compose another song?" I heard a boy ask.

I sighed and closed my eyes as I hear them talk.

They sat on a bench and I opened my eyes.

The walls blocked half of my view but i could still see some.

"Ah, Jimin?" I muttered as I just stared at them, still feeling mentally and physicall exhausted.

I stared as they typed something into the laptop.

"Ok, lets try singing it."

My ears perked up.

"Fall, everything, fall, everything, fall everything."

"Because of you im being ruined, i wanna stop I dont want you anymore. I camt it, this sucks, please dont give me any excuses."