Loving Someone

And you're a liar (2)

Chapter 2: "And you're a liar" - You, The 1975 (fav song by them ;)

Kiera's POV:

I couldn't help but wonder what the box was.

I shake my head. Probably nothing. I mean it felt like there was nothing but air in that box.

I sigh. I don't want to go back home. The school was a safe place for me to get away from my problems. Sometimes I would go to Kat's house to work on a project with her or just plug my earbuds in and walk around the park like a lost puppy.

But today, I can't go to Kat. I groan in frustration.

It's so hard being around her.

I know she cares about me, that's what makes her a good friend. But sometimes I wish she didn't care so much. It just makes it harder to not love her.

I kick the stray pebble on the ground, wondering how it ended up there. I look up to see the porch of my house and sigh. I pull out my key and unlock the door.

I see my mom already home, sitting on a chair smoking her usual pack. My older sister had shut herself in her room and I can hear her talking to her boyfriend.

"What took you so long to come home?", my mom asks me, suspicious.

"I- school just ended ten minutes ago. We live like ten minutes away from school", I tell her.

A puff of smoke escapes her mouth and I hold my breath, trying not to breathe in the chemicals.

"Now, now. Don't give your mother attitude girl. How come your sister is home already", she asks me.

I grit my teeth in frustration. "She has a car mom".

She stands up, holding the cigarette. "I thought I said no attitude. Come here", she says, her voice colorless like her grey eyes that stared at me.

I gulp. I can feel the tears warming up in my eyes as I remember the pain.

Not this again.

"I said come here!", she shouts.

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"Now that wasn't so bad now, was it?", her breath hits me. "So. Talk to your mother. How are things with your little girlfriend? Did you finally tell her you love her and she rejects you because she's a normal person who likes the opposite sex?", she laughs at me.

My whole body was shaking. My skin burned from the contact with her cigarette. My mind felt like exploding after what she said about my girlfriend.

"Why can't you be like your sister hm?", she asks me.

As if right on cue, my sister is dressed in a red lace dress and her hair was in a high curly ponytail.

"I'm going out with Kevin", she says.

She looks at me and our mom. She knows what my mom does to me. She knows she makes fun of me. But she doesn't care. She's too scared to stand up for me, for she might also get in trouble.

I always tried talking to her but she just blocks me out. She also makes fun of me, even if our mom isn't around.

The time Kat tried to save me, my sister went to school to replace me because we look a lot alike. This caused the school to think that my mom wasn't abusing me because my sister looked perfectly clean.

"Alright honey. Have fun with Kevin", my mom waves my sister away. Then she looks at me. "What are you still doing here, like a puppy? Go! Do your homework or plan out how you're ever going to get a date", she sneers at me.

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1/15/17

Short update today but I'm just hella triggered rn

Like ok I live in the US so of course I'm excited about the US tour dates The 1975 will release but like wat?!

First you postpone the Loving Someone music video. AND NOW UK TOUR DATES??!!

WHAT!

Like fuck man (please mind my language I try not to even use in my stories but like rn I'm describing my feelings so I need that in there...)

Anyways...

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