Loving Someone

Get Out (7)

Chapter 7: "Get Out" - Head.Cars.Bending, The 1975

Kiera's POV:

She wasn't even looking at me. I told her I love her but she wasn't even listening. I turn my head to see her staring at a boy.

That moment I knew she would never feel the same.

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Kat's POV:

Kiera's eyes were bright and teary as she was saying unknown words. I wasn't even paying attention to her anymore. I was staring at his electrifying eyes as memories flashback.

I push pass Kiera and stomp towards him.

"Oh, why hello Kat. Lovely seeing you here", he smirks.

I gape at him. Is he seriously going to taunt in front of me after what he did?

I grit my teeth together and my fists roll into a ball. Oh, how I wanted to punch his pretty face so bad.

(Please excuse my language here ;)

"You f*cking d*ck! I f*cking told you to stay away do you not know what that means?", I scream at him.

He looks at me unfazed and says calmly, "Aw Kat.You're so cute when you're mad", he smirks. "You look way prettier than the last time I saw you... when was that? Oh, yea! When you came in my house crying about your poor little brother", he gives me a fake sad puppy look.

Tears were rolling down and I couldn't see much. "How-how wh- wh- how can you f*cking say that about him!", I scream at him, my face red.

"You were his friend and it's not like he did anything to you! God, you're sick!', I sneer at him.

Something in his eyes made it seem like he was hurt. Good. God, I have so many words I could scream at him but none of it would make up for what he did.

His eyes blaze fiercely as he shoots back, "Kat it's not like I pushed him off the bridge myself. That was his own stupid choice".

I bit my tongue from saying anything offensive as I try my best to be calm, "Jace your mean words caused him to jump. Yeah, I get that you don't feel the same way about him but you could have been much nicer about it. You could have said that you really care about him but only as a friend and you hope that you guys can still have that friendship. But no! You said rude sh*t to him and I can't believe you would say all that after two years of friendship".

He sighs uncomfortably and says, "Yeah I know it was mean but I can't let people think I'm gay! I mean that would hurt my repu-"

I cut him off. "Yeah yeah. Your f*cking reputation. Do you think that even matters? Do you really care about what people think about you? Do you not even feel slightly affected by Alec's death?", I spit.

His facial features relax a bit and he says, "Kat, I had two years to mourn his death so of course, I felt bad. But it's his fault for telling me that he loves me! Like does he not see all those girls I have dated before?".

I had nothing to say to that. I have always wondered why Alec told Jace. Everyone in the school thinks of Jace as a playboy... for girls. Maybe Alec to admitted his love for Jace so that it was easier to move on.

"Kat-", he whispers, making a move to grab my hands when Kiera suddenly came in between us.

I blink and look at her in surprise. I totally forgot she was there!

"Get the f*ck away you weird *ss", she sneers at him. "Can't you tell she doesn't want to ever see you again?"

I gulp. That wasn't entirely true. Sure I was piss at him for what happened but after seeing him for so long, memories flood back to me. Good memories of him and I in the past.

I pretended to be mostly mad at him for my brother's death but some of it was blaming myself for ever falling in love with such a cruel man.

He looks at me for a while as if he knew what was going in my mind. Then without a word, he walked away.

That's it.

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1/28/17

Hehe so when I wrote "Walk away" I thought of this song and sdfklj;sdfjl;fj it's so beautifully sad. You should listen to this band ;)

I think I want to make my chapters small because I like uploading music for every chapter hehe :p so I might upload 2-3 chapters.

Idk my schedule for uploading but maybe like every weekends? Idk depends if I'm busy or not.

Aight anyways....

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