Loving Someone

I left an unrewarding message telling you to come on (10)

Chapter 10: "I left an unrewarding message telling you to come on" - Pressure, The 1975 (One of the first songs that made me love The 1975)

Kat's POV:

I didn't understand why Kiera acted the way she did but I guess she was trying to be protective. But she didn't have to be so rude about it.

I shake my head.

After all the things I did for her she's mad at me for wanting to talk to an old friend.

Plus how can she assume I want to talk to Jace because I have a stupid crush on him,

Sure that was like two years ago but I don't know about that now.

I sigh as I walk up to the bench Jace and I used to hang out. I see him sitting there, one hand in his pockets and the other holding a small sheet of paper.

He looks up at me and smiles.

"Hey", he whispered. He gets up and circles his arms around me, pressing our bodies together. My heart takes a leap but I ignore it. I gulp and push him away.

"Jace, what do you want to talk about? Please make it quick", I tell him, refusing to look into his eyes.

He sighs and says, "Kat-".

I snap my eyes at him and glare. "Jace I will never ever like you and you should be happy that I'm willing to talk to you right now. I don't see you as a crush. I don't see you as a friend. I don't see you as a person. You don't exist after this talk so make it quick", I snap.

His eyes flash with hurt and he looks away. "Yeah. Yeah ok. I wasn't here to apologize because that's too late and I'm not here to convince you to love me again. I- I just want to show you this", he hands me the piece of paper.

I frown as I take the envelope from his hands.

"Inside is a note Alec wrote to me before he- he jumped. I think you should keep it unless you want me to have it. I mean he didn't even write about his love for me. He wrote mostly about you and I know he means so much to you. He means a lot to me too but I had that for two years and I think you should keep it. After all, he is your brother", he says softly. "He would want you to keep it. I know that. He was probably too scared to write you a note and no matter how strong love is, the only one that lasts are between blood-lines.

My eyes tear up and I look up to see Jace. He too was crying and he pushes his hair back.

"I know- I know you would never want to see me again. I understand that. But I hope you can change your mind and we can still be friends", he said, crying.

I gulp, "I- I don't know Jace. I meant what I said earlier".

1/29/17

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