Never Expected

Chapter 1

I was on the couch watching tv but not really paying attention. Next to me was Jack Johnson. He was my best friend in the entire world. Sure I had other friends but he was the one I was the closest to. He knew things nobody else knew. Like how it was five years later and I was still alive and it is all thanks to him. He saved my life and I can never repay him because what he did for me is more than anything I can do but I will try my best to. I lost two of the most important people to me but I was still alive. I was very grateful. I was but missed them dearly and wished so much that I could go back and fixed this but I can't.
      "Lilly?" He said interrupting my thoughts
"Yes?" I answered unsure of what he wanted
"Are you thinking about it again?" He knew me so well. I nodded my head slowly. He didn't even need to ask because we all knew since the tragedy happened I couldn't let it go. I heard him sigh. He always sighed when he knew I was thinking about it. He understands me but sometimes gets mad that I still dwell on it. He knows I can't stop but he knows it ruins my happiness. He cares so much about me and I care a lot about him so I understands why he gets so frustrated. I felt a hand on my knee. I looked up and our eyes locked. I forgot how blue his eyes where. I could stare into them forever but instead I quickly looked away. I don't know why I looked away but I needed to. Lately I can't look straight in his eyes without feeling some type of way. I know what your thinking I like him. I don't. Don't get me wrong he's attractive and so funny. Also he has an amazing personality but he's just not my type but I hope he finds someone because he deserves someone special. Not that it would be a problem so many girls like him and want to date him but he is very picky like me. It's just I feel emotion when I look into his eyes he reminds me of so many things I want to forget but can't. It's not anyone's fault but my own I let this happen.
"Lets go somewhere!" I heard him scream scaring me.  He laughed and smirked because he realized he scared me.
"Why?" I asked I didn't feel like going anywhere.
"You need to give your mind a break so the best way is to get out of here." I agreed. I turned off the tv. He grabbed my hand and we walked to his car. He opened the car door for me and let me in. I quietly said thanks then he closed the door. He got in on the other side. He turned on the radio and the music was so peaceful. I felt
my eyes trying to close. I wouldn't fall asleep I told myself. Well I guess I lied to myself because I felt my eyes closed and dark consumed me.
Author notes:
Sorry guys this was a really short chapter but I promise the next one will be longer and be updated really soon. I have so many plans for this story hope you guys enjoy it. Love who supports me and reads my stuff  <3