Dirty
Loreen struggles with life, like most teenagers. But unlike a lot of other teenagers, her father is abusive, sexually and physically. It really gets to Loreen but it isn't like she can do anything about it, she has no other family except for...
I love him. I have only known him for about two weeks, but I love him. We never officially became a thing. I don't know if he wants that. I want that. I don't know. I am just chilling in my room right now thinking of him. In the middle of the night. Hmmmm
I get a text. I check my phone and the text is from Ivory. Her nickname is Ivy in my phone and mine is Lori.
Ivy: Heyy! What are you up to? Nvm i dont want to know what you and ethan are doing to each other. baha. jkjk
Lori: stfu lmao. im not even with ethan right now. he is in his room and i am in mine. wyd?
Ivy: ahhh so your just playing with yourself thinking of him. lololol jk i do not want to know!
Lori: you sick horny bitch. so literally wyd tho?
Ivy: Just sitting here being bored. thats why im talking to you.
Lori: yeah, fuck off 😂😂.
Ivy: shit gtg ttyl. Bye bitch lol 😂
Lori: Bye
I check the time before I set my phone down. 1:48 in the morning. I already tried to go to sleep. It isn't working for me. Not tonight. I think about Ethan some more. Does he want to be with me? Does he love me like he said he did?
I can't keep sitting here and thinking these things. I have to find out the answers. From someone, somehow, someway.
I get up and walk out of my room. I know that it is only Ethan, Grayson and me in the house because Lisa and Sean left yesterday on a 4-month trip to go backpacking through Europe. I have to decide who I am going to talk to. Ethan or Grayson?
I walk over to Grayson's room and open the door slowly. I can see Gray's silhouette in his bed. His back is facing me. Once I am in his room, I close the door. I start to walk over to his bed, but I can hear him making noises. Moaning, to be exact.
"Emilyyy. Yeah, baby. Right there. Mhmmm. Yeahhhh," he says, sleeping.
I don't want to mess with him and his wet dream so I slowly back up and walk out of his room. Ethan is coming out of his room, rubbing his face, only in his tight boxers. I can tell that he just woke up. He sees that I am walking out of Gray's room.
I look down at myself. I am wearing really short pajama booty shorts and a baggy shirt. I can tell my hair looks like shit and is all messed up from laying down all day.
"What were you doing in Grayson's room?" he asks me. His voice sounds weird but sexy because he just woke up.
"It isn't what you think, Ethan. I wanted to talk to someone, but Grayson is a bit occupied right now," I say
"Why wouldn't you come talk to me?" he asks, looking a little angry.
"Ethan, chill. I wanted to talk to Gray about something. It isn't that big of a deal. Chill out, please," I say.
"Yeah. Chill out. Chill out? Really? Can you even see yourself right now? You look hot as fuck. You are barely covered from the waist down and the shirt just makes me want to do things to you. Bad things," he says.
That turns me on a little and he knows because he looks a little awkward now. Like he hadn't meant to say what he did.
"What things?" I ask in a seductive voice, moving closer to him.
"You don't want to know," he says back.
"Okay. I'll have to get you to tell me a different way, then," I say as I close the distance between us and push my lips to his. He pushes me up against the wall. I let him put his hands all over me because I don't want this to stop. I want to go all the way with him. I love him.
But, I can't I need to figure out if he loves me or not. I don't want to have sex with him if he doesn't love me. He picks me up and pushes me closer to the wall so most of my weight is supported by the wall. I wrap my legs around his waist and put my hands in his hair. The kiss gets deeper and deeper.
Grayson's door opens and he walks out into the hallway not knowing what is happening. I can see Grayson has a boner from his dream and then he sees us. I pull back and Ethan looks over. We don't move.
"Ah, come on. Your room is literally 5 feet away. Can't you do that in the privacy of your own room?" he says walking past us and into the bathroom. Ethan and I start laughing. He grabs me and carries me to his room.
He throws me on the bed and crawls across my body making me want him more. He is leaning in to kiss me, but I need to know. Right before our lips touch, I stop him.
"Ethan, do you love me?" I ask
He looks at me like I am crazy. "If course I do. Do I love you? Yes! Yes yes yes. I love you, Loreen Marie Manish. I love you," he says. He really knows how to turn me on.
I turn us around so I am on him and he is under me. I am sitting on his dick, I realize. I bend down and kiss him. He puts his hand on my side. I start to grind on him, making him moan. He helps me move and we continue to kiss. He keeps letting out these little moans and it is cute as hell. I am in love with him.
I can feel him getting larger and hard under me. I continue to grind on him, then I stop. I move off of him and move lower. I slide off his boxers and stare at what I revealed. He looks down at me. I bend over and put as much of him as I can fit in my mouth. The rest I grab and pump. He lets out a loud moan.
He grabs my hair and pulls it up and down while moaning my name. He keeps saying my name and then within a minute he cums and I swallow all of him. He is breathing heavy.
"That was the best head ever. That was - Whoa!" he says.
He grabs me and takes off my shirt and shorts. I am just sitting there in my bra and underwear and he is staring at me.
"God, how did I get you? You're so beautiful," he whispers.
He takes off my bra and then lays me back. I am shaking, but it is a good shake. I want this. I really really do. He slips off my underwear and kisses me on the mouth, then the cheek, my top of my boob, my nipple, and my stomach. He leaves kisses over my body. He gets up and walk across the room. He grabs something and comes back with it. A condom. He takes it out of the package and puts it on himself.
He crawls over me. He notices me shaking. He sees that I am nervous. "We don't have to do this," he says. He is so sweet.
"No. I want to, Ethan. I love you and you love me. I want to," I tell him.
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