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31: Wake Up

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!

Loreen's P.O.V. 

I wait for Ethan to answer me. He stays quiet for a couple minutes and then he finally says something. "I don't want to talk about it. Not right now. I am not ready," he says. 

"Okay. Okay. Just please tell me when you can. You are really starting to worry me. Go get some pizza," I say. 

We go eat pizza and head to bed. 

Ethan's P.O.V. 

A couple days have passed since I shoved Loreen that night. In the dream, Loreen was slowly dying and there was this guard that wouldn't let me through so I started fighting him to try to get to her. Then, Loreen tried waking me up and I shoved her. 

The dreams have continued. In one of the dreams, I was strangling her to death and I couldn't stop myself. Another one I watched her jump off of a roof and splat on the ground. Dreams keep coming. Another one was that she was in a car crash and I was with her and she died whilst I didn't. 

Loreen is off of her period now. The only reason I know is because she threw a little party yesterday and I asked what she was doing and she said that she no longer had to deal with mother nature. She said, "Fuck Mother Nature."

I found Loreen in my bed asleep, in underwear and a shirt, after I got done with my shower. I put on some boxers and climbed in bed. I snuggled up close to her and prayed that I didn't have one of those dreams again tonight. I soon drifted off into sleep

"I love you, Ethan," Loreen says to me.

I try to say it back but the words don't come out. Loreen holds her hands behind her back and tears slip from her eyes. 

"I know. I know you love me too. I love you with everything I have. I won't ever stop loving you. Even when I am gone. I just need to make that sooner so you find someone better. If I am alive, I can't leave you. I'm not good for you. You need someone better. I love you, Ethan Grant Dolan. Just remember that," Loreen says to me. 

She takes her hands from behind her back and in her hand lays a gun. She presses it to her temple. 

I struggle to move my feet but they are planted. I try to scream as long as I can but nothing comes out. I try to show any kind of emotion, but I don't shed a tear. I stand there, not moving, emotionless as Loreen pulls the trigger. 

Blood goes everywhere. After the shot goes off, I feel a sudden heaviness to my body I can control my body now. I sprint to her body and grab her face. I hold her face close to my chest and pull her closer and closer until there is no space between us. I cry

I jerk awake to the silent night. I see an alive, sleeping Loreen next to me. I can't take this any longer. I don't understand why I keep having dreams about losing Loreen but, right now, I don't care. 

I turn towards Loreen and shake her shoulder. 

"Hmmm? What's wrong," she says turning around to face me. I crash my lips and hers and kiss her roughly. She kisses me back. 

I grab the hem of her shirt and tug it upwards. It gets stuck half way there so I rip it off of her. She isn't wearing a bra and now she is just left in her underwear. I pull down my boxers and throw them. I rip her underwear off as well.

I keep on kissing her as I get on top of her and press myself against her entrance. I thrust inside of her and she moans loudly. I don't care. I thrust deeper and deeper taking all of my anger and frustration from these dreams out on her pussy. She doesn't seem to mind because she is screaming my name and tell me to go faster. 

She cums all over me, but I haven't came yet. I can feel coming, though (lol no pun intended). I get deeper hitting her g-spot and pull out knowing that I didn't put a condom on and cum all over her stomach. She cums again and she looks at me. 

"That was intense," she says laughing. 

All I can think of saying is "Have fun walking tomorrow." 

"Haha. Good think tomorrow is Saturday then," she says. I go to the bathroom and wash myself off. She does the same. 

Loreen's P.O.V. 

I know Ethan is in pain right now. I know it is because of his dreams. I don't know what they are about and I hope he is okay. I know that is why he did what he did. 

I woke up before and saw that he was sweating. I didn't want to wake him up while he was having those dreams. Not anymore. Ethan heads to the bathroom and I can already feel my legs hurting. I stand up and attempt to walk to the bathroom and wash off. 

He must see me struggling because after I get done washing off, he picks me up bridal style and carries me to his bed. He lays me down and then lays down next to me. He cuddles up close to me and pulls me close to him. 

"Can you promise me something?" he asks me after about an hour of laying there not being able to sleep. 

"What?" I ask.

"Promise me that I am not going to lose you," he says.

"Well, I can't really promise you that. I don't know what the future holds. If it helps, I don't want to lose you either. I love you, Ethan. What brought this on?" I ask. 

"Ahh nothing," he says, 

"Is it your dreams?" I ask. He doesn't say anything. "It is, isn't it?" He still says nothing. "Can you talk to me about it?" I ask. 

"Let's just go to sleep," he says. 

"Come on, Ethan. You can talk to me about it," I say. 

"Not tonight," he says in a final tone. 

"It is always not tonight," I say, rolling away from him and facing the opposite direction as him. 

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