Dirty
Loreen struggles with life, like most teenagers. But unlike a lot of other teenagers, her father is abusive, sexually and physically. It really gets to Loreen but it isn't like she can do anything about it, she has no other family except for...
My mom says that it is okay if Loreen stays. She can just stay in Cameron's room. I tell my mom thank you and hang the phone up. I walk back over to Loreen and kiss her forehead. She is sleeping. The doctors came in ten minutes ago saying that she will be able to go home at 11 AM. It is 9 right now; two more hours. Since she has no parent to sign for her, she is signing for herself.
I took her stuff back to my house last night and set it all in Cameron's room anyway. Now that I know that she will be staying in there anyway just makes it easier because I won't have to move anything.
I start to think about Loreen. I love her. I barely know her, but I love her. She is such an impact on me and I want to live and die with her.
Loreen's P.O.V.
I wake up and see that Ethan is sitting beside my bed, like normal. He seems to be thinking about something good because he is smiling. I am just looking at him and smiling. My stomach feels jittery and I want want to touch him.
He looks over still smiling and sees that I am awake. He puts his hand on my face and rubs circles on my cheek with his thumb.
"Hey. The doctor said that he will let you go in about two hours and my mom said that you can stay with us for a little while. I have all of your things there already. How are you feeling?" he says to me.
"My head doesn't hurt as much. I feel a lot better, actually," I tell him leaning into his hand. I don't know why but I turn my head and kiss the inside of his palm. He looks at me and my face gets hot.
He leans in and kisses my lips and his lips move with mine. It isn't a hungry kiss, it is just a nice slow kiss. He is so handsome and amazing, and I might love him.
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Two hours go by like nothing. The nurse comes in and takes out my IV and brings in some papers for me to sign. I sign them and they tell me to be careful and to not try really hard to think of something blah blah blah.
Ethan helps me walk to his truck and helps me in the vehicle. He gets in the driver's seat and looks at me. He didn't buckle my seat and I am grateful that he didn't because he is looking so hot that I just want to kiss him. So I do.
I lean in and put my lips on his. He presses his lips to mine as well. I want to kiss him hard. I want to touch him in places that will make him moan my name. I want to scream for him to pleasure me.
But I can't get the thought out of my head that my dad wanted that from me and he took it. He took things from me that I can't get back. I kiss Ethan harder and harder trying to push all of my pain out of my body. I don't want it.
He kisses me back, but he pulls back after a while. He looks at me and I look at his lips that are red and standing out. His lips that are so soft and beautiful and lovely and just so so amazing. He is breathing heavy and so am I.
Sometime when I was looking at him, I had started to cry. I don't remember thinking about it and I don't remember starting to.
He leans and tells me, "Hey, don't cry. You are safe. You hear me? You are safe. I am never going to hurt you. I won't let anyone else either. Hey, I love you," he says.
I wipe off my tears and look at him. "You love me?" I ask.
He looks shocked that he said it and then he nods his head. "Yes. I love you," he says.
I smile and hug him. "I love you, too, Ethan," I whisper in his ear.
When I pull back from the hug he is smiling. He slides back over to the driver's seat and puts his belt on. I slide over to the passenger seat and get my belt on as well. He puts the vehicle in drive and he drives us both home. He drives us to the home that he has lived in forever with his family and I can't help but feel like I belong with him but don't deserve him.
*Quick lil' note*
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