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33: Anger

^^^Why the hell is he so god damn fucking holy shit fuckers deadly amazingly fucking hot? Hmmm? 

Ok continue on with the story......

Ivory's P.O.V. 

(IVORY'S POINT OF VIEW, JUST IN CASE YOU JUST READ OVER THAT)

I lost the baby. I told my mother about wanting the abortion and she said that was the best choice, as much as she hated it. I hated it too. I didn't want to kill the baby. It did nothing wrong. But I also know that if I had the baby, it would grow up moving back and forth between Ethan and me. 

I still love Ethan and I can never get him off of my mind. I love him but he doesn't feel the same. I understand that and I am not going to go physio on him. He and Loreen are happy and it hurts to see that they are happy. But it also makes me happy seeing them together. I know one day that it was good that Ethan and I split because he wasn't the right guy but right now, I still think he is the right person for me. In time, that will change. Hopefully. 

We got into the vehicle to get the medicine and my mother was giving me a lecture about the importance of protection and how this was a life lesson when my lower stomach started to scream with pain. 

My mom must have heard me make a noise or something because she saw me and he face went pale. She had asked me if I was okay and then she looked down at the light brown leather seats to see blood. I passed out after that. 

I woke up in the hospital. The doctor said that he was sorry to inform me that I had a miscarriage and I was no longer pregnant. I went home after that. I went to school all week and I didn't tell Loreen what happened. 

(A/N: That was just to inform you guys on what is going on with Ivy)

Ethan's P.O.V. 

I don't like to argue with Loreen. I know she is scared and she wants to know what is going on, but I can't seem to find the right words. I don't know how to tell her. What am I supposed to say? The reason I can't look at you the same is because I am having dreams about your death and I can't do anything to stop it. How is you breakfast?

No! Obviously, it would be more sentimental than that, but still. 

Loreen left my room about a half an hour ago. I don't know what to do. I change my clothes into workout clothes and decide to go workout. I want to head by Loreen's room first, to see if she is okay. 

I head out of my room and close the door. I head to Loreen's room. I put my hand on the door knob and start turning it when I think. We fought and she left. She probably doesn't want to see me or talk to me right now. I take my hand off the knob and listen to see if she is sleeping instead. I hear a light snore and I am satisfied. 

I go downstairs and start working out.

Grayson's P.O.V. 

I was on my way to go for a run when I was walking out of my room and I saw Loreen. I know she is asleep because I can hear her snoring. I don't want to get up because I might wake her up. I fall asleep holding her. 

Ethan's P.O.V. 

I finish my workout and head upstair to check on her. I need to talk to her. I don't know what I am going to say, but I don't like not talking to her. I walk to her room and open the door. I stop walking when I see her laying on Grayson's chest sleeping and Grayson holding her, sleeping as well. 

I feel the tears in the back of my eyes. I walk out of the room and head to my room. I strip my clothes off and take a shower. 

I can't stop thinking about how my girl is sleeping in the same bed as my brother. How Grayson is comforting her when it should be me. But no. I am the one the caused her to need to be comforted. I messed up. I am to blame. 

I get out of the shower and put some boxers and sport shorts on. I don't bother with a shirt. I sit on my bed and angrily wipe the tears from my face. I turn around and grab my pillow. I punch my pillow over and over and over. 

A hand touches my shoulder and I turn around to see Grayson. He looks like he just woke up. And he did. He just woke up in the same bed as my girl. He woke up in the same bed as Loreen because I caused her pain. 

"Come here," he says. He sits next to me and pulls me into a hug. I clutch onto him and cry on his shoulder. I try to stop myself. I do. The tears just keep coming. 

After a while, he pulls back and looks at me. "You saw me in Loreen's bed, sleeping?" I nod my head, not trusting myself to speak. "Well, good. She slept and she wanted me there. We didn't do anything except sleep. Promise," he says. 

"I know you didn't do anything," I tell him. 

"Okay," he says. We sit there in silence for a little while.

"It is just that I caused her pain and you had to comfort her," I say to Grayson. 

"Why won't you talk to her about the dreams?" he says. I look at him. I don't say anything. "You know you can talk to me about the dreams. You did before. I was there for you when you had them before. I know what you are going through. You can talk to me," Grayson says to me. 

I shake my head. "They are worse." 

"Then tell me your dreams again. They were pretty bad last time, too," he says. 

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(lol. Jake is grabbing his boob. I wish I was Jake right now.....