I hardly swallow everything. Hirap akong huminga dahil sa kanyang presensya. I couldn't believe that he's here, I thought he'll be there for a long time, na solo ko na ang buong suite na kinuha niya. Yun ba talaga ang pinanghihinayangan ko?
"Obviously, I damn expect you to be in our room, not here, flirting with that man." He sounded off. He's like a bomb that jusy exploded.
"Me? Flirting with Lloyd?" I hardly laughed. "He asked if he could court me, but I said no. I love Gyle."
He look worse now. Kanina ay mukha siyang manununtok, ngayon mukha ng mangangain. He's been like that even before, he always act like I mean so much to him, of course we're best friends but sometimes, nakakasakal na din ang pagka over protective niya.
"Yeah right, I did forgot that you and Gyle are now back together! You never learn, Sugar, sinaktan ka na. Binalikan mo pa!" The tone of his voice rise a bit ans sarcasm is all over his face.
"Sino ka para sabihin sakin ang mga taong pwedi kong papasukin sa buhay ko at hindi?" I sound like a glass, that just fell and got broken.
He still stare at me like a mad cat. Pumasok ako sa elevator ng hindi siya tinitignan. Who is he to say who'll I allow to enter in my life and who'll don't? I don't know what's happening to him anymore. He's getting so unreasonable and shallow!
Agad agad naman bumukas ito pag kapindot ko, sasara na sana ng iniharang niya ang kamay niya.
"I'm not done talking to you!" Galit niyang sabi.
"I'm done talking to you."
Pagod na akong makipag talo pa sa kanya. We've been fighting for days, hindi na nayari. Hindi ko alam kung ano pa ang nagpapatagal sa away na ito.
Yes, I'm mad about what he did inside the car. The making out session with Iza? Who wouldn't be mad at that? Sino ang nasa tamang utak ang makikipag halikan kahit na kotse niya pa iyon! May tao at andun ako na best friend niya! See? Plus him being rude with Lloyd's goodness. He's unpredictable.
Saved by the elevators sound. Dali dali akong tumakbo papunta sa kwarto namin. Biglang niya naman akong hinatak, he open the door instead. Ipinasok niya ako sa loob.
"Why are you so mad at me? Huh?"
I frowned. "No, I am not mad at you. Now can we please, stop this nonsense fight. Mag pahinga na tayo." I said and look away.
He closed the gap between us. Umatras ako ngunit nasa dulo na pala ako ng pintuan. My back is stucked in the door. Ikinulong niya ako sa kanyang mga braso. His face is too close that I can even feel his heavy breathing. Ibinaba niya ang kanyang mukha upang magtama ang aming paningin.
"No one's sleeping tonight..."
Upon hearing those words, I feel something that I've never felt before. Some sense that even Gyle can't awake, only him. But what is it?
"Tell me, what makes you mad, sweetie?"
"Y-ou k-issed.." I swallowed really hard, big time! "Iza, inside your car and i'm there." Nag iwas ako ng tingin.
What the fuck? Of course! She's the girlfriend. Why do I care?
"But it's fine! She's your girlfriend. I just hate the fact that you never respect my presence at all when you two did that. Well, it's okay now! Ayos na..."
He bit his lower lip. A smile flash on his face. He tilted my chin and let me face him. Wala akong magawa kundi ang tignan siya. Why does he... look so extremely awesome. Ngayon ko lang na realized. His disheveled hair that every girl will love to run their hands, his brown expressive eyes, his moody brows, and... and red lips.