Forgive not forget

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*Sky's POV*

One minute, Tristan is telling me not to hate myself, and that nothing is my fault, then the next second we're kissing. I instinctively wrap my arms around his neck and his arms are around my waist and pulling me a little closer. It takes me a minute before my brain can function properly again. I'm kissing Tristan, Tristan Smith! One of my bully's, the one who said he would always be here for me, but left, a football jock, and most importantly the guy with the crazy psycho girlfriend!!

After that last thought I try and pull away, but Tristan pulls me closer to him, keeping a firm grip of my hips. I don't struggle either, even though I know I should, I don't, because this is honestly one of the best kisses of my life.

Tristan finally breaks the kiss and is about to say something, when I'm shoved to the floor. "YOU SLUT! GET YOUR OWN FUCKING BOYFRIEND TO KISS, NOT MINE!" She looks like she's going to kick me, but I don't shrink back, because Tristan grabs her waist and pulls her away from me. "Babe! You need to seriously calm down. It's okay, everything is going to be okay." He pulls her close and wraps an arm around her waist, and turns around with her to take her away. In that moment, my chest felt like it was being stomped on, and there was physical pain in my heart.

I knew, exactly in that moment, it didn't matter what Tristan told me our whole friendship, or told me just a few minutes ago. It was all a mistake to him. Our friendship, him talking to me today, the kiss. And it hurts, because I miss him, but I can't have him, because he's the cool jock, and I'm just the emo.

People are just looking at me, trying to take in my next movement and see if they need to clear out, or what. So, I do what any normal person wouldn't have done, I grab my backpack, and leave towards the double doors of Eastman high to turn in all of my medical papers.

Walking down the halls, I see people pointing and staring at me. It's usually annoying, but it doesn't phase me like it usually did. But usually, I'm not getting kissed by my ex best friend, and then, him not wanting me, and walking away with his girlfriend. I guess I shouldn't care right? But I do, because his thoughts of me always meant the world to me, and sadly they still do, him walking away from me after we just kissed, shows me that he's just trying to play me, trying to make me want him back, but then him leaving with Jade also shows me he thinks she all he could ever need.

Sighing I trudge down the hallway and into the office, leaving my medical papers on the secretary's desk, and walk into the nurses office and got a pass that will excuse my being late to class for a while because of my current medical problems.

After getting my medical note, I take my time going to my locker and grabbing all of my stuff for my first half of the school day, a few notebooks and a folder, not a lot thank music. Class started 10 minutes ago, and I'm barely making my way up the stairs to English. I usually, okay always, hate going there because we rarely get to write essays and there never about something we want to write about, but its 10 trillion times worse because Tristan is there, and it doesn't help the fact that we made out, and he then walked away with his girlfriend.

Once reaching my destination, I don't even bother to knock, I just walk in. Bad idea though, because now, everyone is just looking at me, some at my face, some at my arm with all the hospital bracelets, even a couple boys looking at my butt, pervs.

"Well, if it isn't little Ms.Sky. Who was here around this time last Monday, but nowhere to be found the rest of the week, then here you are today, Monday. A whole week has pasted since you were in my class. Where have you been?"

"Can we not do this right now Mr.Weston?"

"Well what's a good time for you then Sky? How about in detention?"

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