Change//H.S

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I couldn't help myself, I was so confused. After mine and Harry's kiss he left and he hasn't text me since and it's been 2 days.

"Let's just go out and get drunk" lily cheered

"I don't know lil" I bit my lip

"Why? Scared Harry will tell you off" she rolled her eyes

"You know what fuck it" I said turning round grabbing a bottle vodka and running upstairs to my bedroom with lily to get ready

"We are meeting everyone else at the club" lily
Informed me as we left my house

"Let's do this" I smirked

We arrived at the club, it was literally the best one in town. 10 fish Bowles and what looked like 50 shots were spread all over the table

Lily handed me two shorts and lifted  the fish bowl onto the higher tables "you ready" she shouted over the music as I smiled at her

We took the first shot before both putting a straw from the fish bowl to our mouth and started drinking it. We both finished the bowl in less than a minute before taking the other shot

I coughed at how strong the 3 of them were "woooooo" we both shouted before joining everyone and taking another shot

The night went on are me and lily got more and more drunk, we were dancing on the tables and crawling across the bar as the bartenders poured drink into our mouths

I lay on the bar with lily as we both sang along to the music 'it feels so good as I'm walking out Out of your house, I'll be screaming
I'm not in love, I'm not in love no more
And I wanna shout it and tell the world
I-I-I love it, I'm not your girl' we both laughed loud

'hey" a boy said picking me up and taking me outside

"Who are you" I smirked at him

He didn't say anything he just slammed me against the wall and felt up and down my body kissing me passionately and sloppy

"Ew, stop." I shouted "no" I shouted louder but he wouldn't listen

I struggled, my drunkness made me so weak but still I didn't give up "no" I shouted as I wriggled about trying to get out of his grasp

He fell to the floor "she said no" Harry spat holding his fist

The boy got up and ran away back into the club "what the fuck Madison" he shook his head at me

He threw me in his car texting lily of my phone as we drove away. The car ride was short and silent but my drunk self just drew pictures on the streamy windows and laughed at them

We arrived at my house and Harry literally dragged me by the arm Into the kitchen. He sat me on the stool and gave me a wide eye look, he looked so pissed off it was actually quite scary

"Harry im sorry but you just weren't texting me and I-" i slurred

"And that gives you a right to once again go out and get drunk putting yourself in danger once again" he shouted loud at me

"Harry" I said, my voice cracking as the tears

"No Madison, you have fucking issues. Go out and get drunk I've already told you but you don't know when you stop. Your fucking 21 years old you shouldn't have to have a baby sitter" he shouted loud making me jump back

"Harry" I sobbed trying to calm him down but it didn't work, he knocked the glass of the table leaving it shattered all over the floor

I jumped of my seat landing on my bit of glass which lead me to fall into the pile of it leaving a massive pool of blood from my leg on the floor

"For fuck sake" he shouted as I got back into the chair looking at the several bits of glass in my knee and foot

He walked off "Harry" I shouted after him as floods of tears fell down my cheeks

He left. He really left.

For fuck sake Harold don't just leave, I feel like all this book is is Maddie going out drinking. I promise it gets so much better I'm just doing all these short chapters to give you a chance to learn about the characters.

Thank You
.L x