Change//H.S

t h i r t y

"Im so hungover it's unreal, what did you girls give me last night" my mum moaned as she entered the kitchen where me, malia, Esmae and Lily were all sat

"Hey don't blame us it was Niall and Louis" Lily laughed

"Yeah, yeah whatever Lil knowing you you were probably putting extra alcohol in them on the sly" she laughed back

Lily faked a shock expression "I can't believe you would think I would do something like that Mrs S"

My mother eyed her up and down "we all know it was you, so i suggest you make me a coffee to fix this mess you've made"

We all laughed at my mum, last night she was a different person. She was fun, she was dancing on tables

Esmaes face dropped as she handed over her phone, the two others crowded around me as we read the bullshit what was covering Esmaes phone screen

Last night Sandovel Sisters Malia(23) and Madison (21) dressed up to attend Mother Claire (48) birthday Party. Madison stunned us wearing a shirt Gold dress meanwhile Madison rocked a long black sequin dress, they both looked gorgeous and totally made us jealous.

Although Harry (23) is still no where to be seen other boys Liam(24), Louis (25) and Niall(23) still showed up with girlfriends Esmae Reynolds(23) and Lily Garcia(22)

Sources are saying that Harry and Madison had an argument back when the group went to Kos, Madison was seen in the airport by herself meanwhile the rest left a few days later. The three girls were seen last night supporting Madison making sure one of them were with her at all times.

Claire, who works as a highly qualified lawyer and recently worked on one of the biggest cases known to man, made sure to celebrate her birthday in style wearing a Versace White dress which was seen in oldest daughter Malias recent Twitter post.

The three smiled for a picture but Madison was not all smiles throughout the night. When leaving the venue people asked about Harry's disappearance and the whole airport situation which Madison ignored and put her head down, maybe it really is trouble in paradise? Either way her girls were by her side helping her through it.

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I threw her phone on the counter "I told you this would happen, it's all that has been happening the past week. Story after story"

"At least it's not all bad things" Malia shrugged "No ones heard from Harry yet"

"I know he upset me but I can't help but worry about him" I said looking down to my hands

"He will be fine, probably on some island somewhere trying to think through the situation" Lily reassured me

"Yeah, your probably right" I nodded "atleast last night was a good night though"

"Oh my god it was so funny when Liam started showing all your dad the dances like the whip and how to twerk. I was dying" Esmae laughed, thinking about it put a smile on my face I just wish it was Harry instead of Liam. Not for jealous reasons like 'oh love how my sisters boyfriend gets on with my dad better than my boyfriend' but more like I missed him and I just wish he was here.

I pulled my hair up into a bun and jumped down of the stool "I think I'm going to go upstairs"

"Are you ok?" Malia asked grabbing onto my wrist

"Yeah, I just need to sleep of this hangover that's all" I lied pulling my arm from her grasp softly

I turned around pulling my sleeves down so they covered my hands, I could feel everyone's eyes burning into the back of me. I honestly didn't know how I felt about the situation, he was hurting me so bad by literally ghosting us all I wanted was at least a text of him telling us he was ok.

I collapsed on my bed and kept my gaze towards the ceiling, I ran our argument through my head I thought back to his anger and the physical and mental pain he caused me. A person doesn't do that to someone they love

I was trying to convince myself but it wasn't working, I was so in love with him and the way he was when we were good.

I sat in front of my phone, on the screen was his name. The constant ringing getting unbearable and knowing that he wasn't picking up even after all the messages I'd left was hurting more.

I longed to know that he was ok, safe and happy even if I was at home suffering. The phone continued to ring, I was so aware that he wasn't going to answer I wasn't even paying attention anymore *hello it's Harry, I'm so sorry I'm not available right now please leave a message and I'll get back to you*

Hearing his voice killed me, I sucked in a breath before letting my mouth ramble on a bunch of shit "Harry please, I only want to know that your safe. Please just at least just text"

I threw my head in my hands and rang him again, this time a long silence was replaced with the message I normally heard. My head shot up go reveal that Harry had actually answered.

"Oh my god! Harry?" I gasped trying to get myself together, with that the line went dead.

I screamed throwing my phone hardly across the room, as I let the tears fall down my cheeks onto my white bedsheets I still haven't washed just so his scent was still on them.

I wanted to hate him so bad right now... but I couldn't

This chapter and the next have been the hardest to write so far mainly because of how personal they are, all will be explained on the next chapter.

.L x