Change//H.S

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I sat in the kitchen looking at the blood that was trailing down my leg onto the puddle on the floor

"Lottie" I sobbed through the phone

"Erm Madison why are you ringing me at this time"she yawned

"Your name was the first I seen, it's Harry he's smashed a glass and it's in my leg and I'm bleeding and he's left I don't know what to do"I sobbed

"Fuck sake Harry " she said under her breath "hold on darling me and Louis are coming now"

It was a long 10 minutes before Louis, Lottie and Liam showed up "what the fuck" Liam gasped looking at me leg

"We need to get her to hospital" Louis picked me up grabbing my phone and taking me out the car

"What happened" Louis asked dabbing around the glass with a bit of cloth

"I went out with lily and he flipped saying I was in danger and then he came back and he was shouting and then he knocked a glass of the counter and I got of the stool to calm him down and stood in the glass which made me fall to the floor and then he shouted some more and then left" I rushed

"He's a fucking dick" Lottie shouted as we approached the hospital

"This is going to hurt" the nurse warned me as she started taking the glass out

Harry

I didn't want to leave and it was the hardest thing ever, seeing her like that with all of that blood because of me. I couldn't

I got back to my car and sobbed as I drove back to my house, how could I just leave her like that?

I should have spoke to her but honestly I couldn't I felt so bad for kissing her it was wrong but it felt so right. I hated myself

I sat outside my house in my car as my phone buzzed

*Madisons at the hospital fucking dickhead. How could you just leave her-Liam*

I threw my phone before speeding to the hospital "Madison Sandovël" I said to the receptionist

"She's in there" she informed me pointing to a door on the left

I bit my lip before entering the room to see Madison who was leaning on Louis shoulder and holding his hand tightly as the nurse done he stitches

"Madison" I chocked

She looked at me in disappointment before shaking her head and looking down "I'll  erm wait out here" I said

"She's finished" Lottie spat at me "how the fuck could you just leave her like that, she lost loads of blood Harry you don't understand how serious that was. Fucking dickhead"

"Oh my god Lottie I know I was wrong now move so I can go see her" I rushed past them and into Madisons room

"I'm sorry" I said running beside her

"How could you just leave me like that Harry" she sobbed looking down at her leg

"I was pissed off" I shrugged

"I was so scared of you, I've never felt so unsafe ever Harry" she cried even more

Her words broke my heart "Madison please forgive me, I just couldn't deal with the fact I hurt you. All the blood freaked me out and I panicked, I fucking love you Madison like more than anyone in the world"

Her face dropped then lit up then dropped again "why didn't you text me"

"I felt bad, I kissed you while you were vulnerable it was wrong. I respect you and it was so wrong but you just bring a different side of me out. I feel fucking crazy" I shook my head

She didn't say anything she just looked at me, it felt like I had murdered a puppies mum or something, I've never felt so guilty before

"Miss Sandovël you are free to go, we will ring tomorrow to give you further information about the removal of the stitches" the nurse smiled before she made Madison sign something and then helped her out the room

I watched as she limped away, her words replayed in my head. She was scared of me.

I made my way to the door to see that Louis and Liam had took over helping her while Lottie stood facing me giving me the death glares

I rolled my eyes and followed them back to the Cars "I think we are just going to take her home" Liam nodded

"But I feel like I should I mean I'm the reason this is happening anyways" I stuttered

"Exactly Harry your the reason now just leave" Lottie shouted

Honestly I've never seen her this pissed off before, she had always been the sweet and innocent in my eyes but this side of her was crazy and protective. Lottie is a person everyone needs she cares about everyone even if she's only met them once

I sat in my car and watched as they left, I honestly don't know how I'm going to fix this.

Having a love/ hate relationship with Haz ATM but omg Lottie I need one in my life

Thank You
.L x