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Yandere Simulator Whining

Hey, fellows, sorry for not updating in a while! I definitely did have stuff I could have wrote about many times, but each time, I just was too busy to write down all the stuff that's been going on down.

I've spent basically the entire weekend watching Yandere Simulator videos on YouTube. As someone who purposely tries to stay away from excessively violent and lewd things, both of which Yandere Simulator fit the criteria, I'm honestly pretty ashamed of myself. (And before someone says "But Yandere Simulator isn't lewd," there are bits and pieces I'd just rather not see...) Nevertheless, I, for some strange reason, just adore Yandere Simulator. I'm, like, bothered by it by its content but also enjoying it at the same time.

Budo Masuta (the Martial Arts club leader) is my husbando. I don't care what no one says.

Ooh, here's a plus: I did find a YouTuber who doesn't cuss or speak vulgarly other than the occasional "oh my g_d," but that phrase doesn't really matter to anyone who is nonChristian/Jewish/bleh anyway, so I can't really expect someone to speak absolutely perfectly. Still worth celebrating! Yay!

I just took a shower. Yay! I'm so clean! 

I used a Pumice Bar. I don't know what a pumice is, but the bar is pink and I really like its color and its effectiveness. You use it to scrape off dead skin on calloused areas, like feet.

I decided to perhaps include an image of Budo Masuta, so I began to search his name into Google, and... stuff like "Budo Masuta x Reader" and "Budo Masuta x Ayano" came up. O__O I suppose I'm not the only one who likes him? 

I must resist the temptation to read some of them. Then again, I've never liked "x readers" anyway. Even if I liked the character, they've always... for some reason??... made me feel really uncomfortable. It's a good thing to dislike them, anyways, they're a way to fuel a fantasy that'll never come true. 

;^;

Speaking of "likes," there's someone I've always kinda "liked" who I'm beginning to "like" a lot more. I do not like this fact. 

Liking people is absolutely terrible -- at least for me! Because if I like someone, I feel really guilty about it. I shouldn't be dating until I'm out of high school and an adult -- romance is just too distracting to mix with education. Also, no matter how much I like someone, if they don't match my views about God, they cannot be my husbando. ;^; No matter what. No exceptions. I know why this is so and this is a good thing, but I still get a lil mopey about it because 95% of every person I ever liked does not fit this one standard. 

Then I have myself to blame. "Liz, why you attracted to peeps not of God? What kinda statement does that make about you?" And I'd be like, "Well, zeeeeets, Elizabeth, you dang right, sista." 

This person is no exception. If you're reading this, don't worry, it's not you. 

To declare "like" is to declare "pursuing," which is not the case at all, however. I want to kind of stay away from them and hit "unlike" on them. Just like Facebook. Except this is real life. And you can't do that kind of thing.

Beep beep. There, I tried.

I also did no homework all weekend. I also feel terrible about this. I really did a lot of trash over the weekend. Trash being no homework. And Yandere Simulator. Yes, because watching videos of attractive naked school girls running around and being dismembered is completely healthy. Yessss. YEssssSSSSS. YESSSSS.

( n o . )

I mean, if you're into that kind of thing, I'm not shaming you. My morals are defined by my God and if you don't share my God, there's absolutely no reason I should expect you to share my morals as well. 

ah well off to check out one of those budo masuta stories before bed

gn beauties <3